Wish's emo rant thread

[Wish]

My fucking life is shot to hell. I lost my job, I lost my apartment, I'm sick, depressed as fuck and I want to die.

I am a failure as a human being. I'm way past the age where I should be able to take  care of myself without having to leech money off the government and my friends.

All I have talent for is hanging around with kids almost half my age online, since I am too much of a social outcast to have any real friends.

I've been in a constant battle with depression for most of my life, with a few half-assed suicide attempts under my belt that I didn't have the guts to go through with.

The doctors I see keep shoving different pills in my face, but they just don't work.

I'm having a really hard time keeping up the will to keep going.

In short, I need support from whoever I can get it from.

I'm just so worn out. I feel emotionally dead.

At least the panic attacks are under control, but I can't recall the last time I felt genuinely happy.

If anyone here wants to try to help me feel better, it would be appreciated.

[Martinerrr]

This may sound soooo stupid, but have you tried feeding ducks or birds with some bread?

[Nicknero]

Sigh... Ok I know, even though you need support, and even though this forum is probably the only place you know you have friends. But could these "My life sucks" thread finally STOP for once? If someone is so depressed, why would he post about it on a GAMING forum?...

[Kaiser Wilhelm I ?DetroitRP]

Btw, Im doing this on my iPhone 4g. This auto-correct sucks. Well to get to the point, understand your not alone and accept the fact that it still can be a lot worse. You should brush up on current world events in the mean time, it might result in you talking to someone and making a friend. You should also become a spirtuAl and peaceful person, mediate. Also learn about phloisophy or history you like. Also, let it flow, dont think its going to happan right away. Failure is necessary for success

[Desperado]

As much as i feel for you. This forum isnt the place for you to post your depressing life stories.

Go for a walk in the park or some shit.

[Anzu]

This may sound soooo stupid, but have you tried feeding ducks or birds with some bread?

This is an awesome thing to do. Seriously. 

[Kiruclanz]

Wish, atleast we're not one of those troll communities that go "TROLOLOL K GO DIE KTHXBAI" cause those communities are total fags.

[Blommas]

I'm sad irl too.. have been for about 5 months..
I don't know how can I help you, sorry :/...

[Yuri Sergig]

Join the Military...Simple.

[Martinerrr]

Join the Military...Simple.

You had trouble in life to and you come here to troll. Gtfo.

[Vegas]

and martiner came here to flame and be a ponyfag, yes sir

[Wish]

Why is this in spam? You don't think I'm serious about this shit?

[Vegas]

i really didn't think your serious, spam is where all the magical flying dicks go

[Katsu]

Why is this in spam? You don't think I'm serious about this shit?

It's in spam because you shouldent be posting this as it isnt neccessary. Tell your actual friends through PM's and dont broadcast it to everyone. Its getting to a point where everyone is just going to cry about their problems with a new thread.

[Wish]

Whatever. I needed to get that off my chest. Some people have shown they actually give a flying fuck while others have proven themselves to be total assfags.

At least I have a general idea of who my friends on here are.