Usually those are like 1 in 10,000 cases so i wouldn't worry too much. Ginseng is in a lot of products too so you've probably had it before.

I talked to Stevob about it over Steam. I told my mom to tell me if I start showing any signs of Mania.

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And even if you could, I'm not accepting anyone unless I really know the guy anyway. Because I get countless invites every week (probably from HRP players) and my friendslist would be full within no time if I really had to accept all of them. Not to mention 9 out of 10 times they only add me so they can annoy me about HRP stuff that you can just as easily use the report feature for.

Would you accept a friend request from me old pal?

I can see this thread going in only one direction and it won't be pretty.

Yeah, Waffle is going to break Cow's heart in front of us all. Maybe they will have a lover's quarrel.

First of all, this is a serious topic, so please be serious in the replies.

As you may or may not know, I was discharged from the hospital a little over two weeks ago. I was in the hospital for suicidal thoughts, self harm, and severe depression. While I was in there, I promised that I would stop cutting, the problem with that is, is that it was my best (not necessarily good) coping skill to get me to stop feeling suicidal. I have kept that promise so far, but with each passing day I feel more and more depressed. As my depression increases, my suicidal thoughts increase as well.

A large portion of the depression I feel currently is easily remedied, but my parents stop me from doing so. My parents want to see more maturity in me before they allow me to start transitioning (transitioning, in the transgender world, is the process in which a person who is transgender starts to act and display themselves as the desired gender). The thing is, I have done all that they asked of me.

When I was in the hospital, they wrote a list of things I can do to show more maturity. We made a deal that if I would do the things they asked, they would allow me to transition. Even though I have done everything they asked, they show no signs of upholding their end of the deal (when I say this, I mean that they continue to try and side track me when I bring it up), which not only makes me really depressed, it pisses me off. I may be gaining their trust, but they are losing mine.

Due to my depression worsening, and the fact that I am no longer cutting, I have been looking for more coping skills. I rediscovered one of my older coping skills that I had stopped when I started cutting. I will not mention what it is here due to the fact that it is not seen in a good light (at least it is not harmful to myself, unlike cutting). The only problem with this at the moment is that it can be quite costly, and I currently don't have a job because my mom won't let me, which means I can't do it.

When all of this comes into play, I really just feel like in the end it would be much better if I were to kill myself. Why should I suffer through  all this shit when there is an easy solution? A solution that is always just around the corner. A solution that I have seen with my own eyes. And after all, we all die anyways, so what is the point in prolonging my pain?

I know I contributed to this thread myself, but seriously guys... Complaining about another community and calling them bad on our own forums in a publicly accessible board is extremely immature and really doesn't make us an inch better than them.

How about we leave them alone, and they leave us alone? It's not like their act hurts us in any way.

I am in full agreement with Nick here. We are only going to make ourselves look worse in the process.

Quote from: Statua on March 26, 2014, 10:09:20 PM

So this?

I thought I noticed something like that before. I couldn't place my finger on it though.

Have a friend say this "He's gay in a way, but that's okay."

what are you going to use for your game engine because Unity uses C# so you could practice there

I was thinking about making my own shitty game engine. But now that you mention it, I might look around for some.

Flappy birds 2, with tighter spaces and more clumsy controls!

P.S. Doing it in C# makes it almost directly portable to Windows Phone, which could make you some money in the end.

Never played the original Flappy Birds. Plus there are already like 30 different versions out there.