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« on: June 26, 2014, 08:53:19 AM »
So I wanted to try out the Starbucks Doubleshot Energy drinks since I first saw them. Interested in the ingredients of the actual energy part, I went through each one and did some research and I happened upon this piece of info:  I am currently on Prozac. If I do experience any Mania, what should I do? P.S. This drink was really good. If I get Mania, it will have been worth it.
Post Auto-Merged: June 26, 2014, 10:38:24 AM
I actually don't know why I was worried so much. I feel fantastic. I have a lot more energy than when I am just on Adderall (I am prescribed Adderall for ADD). Though this test I took seems to think differently:  Shame I am not auditioning for anything in the next few days. I think I would have them in the bag if I was though.
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« on: April 23, 2014, 11:58:33 AM »
First of all, this is a serious topic, so please be serious in the replies.
As you may or may not know, I was discharged from the hospital a little over two weeks ago. I was in the hospital for suicidal thoughts, self harm, and severe depression. While I was in there, I promised that I would stop cutting, the problem with that is, is that it was my best (not necessarily good) coping skill to get me to stop feeling suicidal. I have kept that promise so far, but with each passing day I feel more and more depressed. As my depression increases, my suicidal thoughts increase as well.
A large portion of the depression I feel currently is easily remedied, but my parents stop me from doing so. My parents want to see more maturity in me before they allow me to start transitioning (transitioning, in the transgender world, is the process in which a person who is transgender starts to act and display themselves as the desired gender). The thing is, I have done all that they asked of me.
When I was in the hospital, they wrote a list of things I can do to show more maturity. We made a deal that if I would do the things they asked, they would allow me to transition. Even though I have done everything they asked, they show no signs of upholding their end of the deal (when I say this, I mean that they continue to try and side track me when I bring it up), which not only makes me really depressed, it pisses me off. I may be gaining their trust, but they are losing mine.
Due to my depression worsening, and the fact that I am no longer cutting, I have been looking for more coping skills. I rediscovered one of my older coping skills that I had stopped when I started cutting. I will not mention what it is here due to the fact that it is not seen in a good light (at least it is not harmful to myself, unlike cutting). The only problem with this at the moment is that it can be quite costly, and I currently don't have a job because my mom won't let me, which means I can't do it.
When all of this comes into play, I really just feel like in the end it would be much better if I were to kill myself. Why should I suffer through all this shit when there is an easy solution? A solution that is always just around the corner. A solution that I have seen with my own eyes. And after all, we all die anyways, so what is the point in prolonging my pain?
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« on: April 19, 2014, 05:27:30 PM »
So I have been getting these two errors when I attempt to start Steam:  When I went searching for solutions this seems to be a Mac problem, not a Windows XP one. I have been using this same external hard drive to run Steam off of since December, the problem only started today.
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« on: March 10, 2014, 11:23:30 PM »
So my dad wants to test my knowledge of programming in C#. I need a quick idea for a game that I should make. I know the basic shit like all the shit listed here http://themrmiller.com/program/lessons/ then even more shit but not all of what is listed here http://themrmiller.com/program/lessons/cp2.php. Basically I just need a ideas for a game. I don't think he would like an RPG Style game so that is out of the question. Just give me ideas for a game, I will give you credits for the idea.
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« on: February 23, 2014, 08:42:44 AM »
This entire board has been dead for like almost a month. I will be the start of it's revival.
But before you go asking me stuff, here is some stuff that might help you with questions.
I am transgender, Male to Female.
No preferred pronouns yet (he, she, his, her, ect.).
Begin asking away. I will answer all questions.
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« on: October 15, 2013, 07:13:33 PM »
 "Don't be such a baby, Ribs Grow Back" Turns to Archimedes and whispers "No they don't." But seriously get well Casavant.
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« on: October 02, 2013, 04:32:29 PM »
So yeah, it's a little late for me to be doing this seeing as how I have been with CG for over half a year.
I am TheRisingOne, yeah. I play mostly HRP. I think a have at least a few hundred hours on HRP (If anyone can confirm the exact amount that would be great, I want to know). Yeah, that's me.
Then, this next bit of info was because of something I saw in the Shoutbox this morning. I am Transgender. Yeah. I don't get the whole "Pride" thing though. Why would you be proud of just being you? I guess if you look at it as you are being yourself despite popular opinion.
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« on: September 07, 2013, 08:39:33 PM »
Just my failure to make to see what the posing was like for the TF2 Characters. I ended up posing some scenes from the Star Wars Episode VI movie. Again, this is my attempt, it's sort of fail but whatever. http://imgur.com/a/EOWJmThe First Picture: Heavy Solo is saving the Medi Luke Healwalker while Demo Calrissian holds off the Skiff Guard. The Second Picture: Jabba the Blu with his slave Princess Pyro.
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