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New Log Opened: 701VoiceLog01<::|| I've had a sudden feeling come over me to make a log, so I'm going to do one and see how it goes. First, I would like to say how much I currently enjoy Section Three. I actually went on my first legit Section Three mission today. I got to go into Precinct Three with 21100 and a few others and search for a citizen. To me, this first mission was a large gateway to show 211 that I am capable of much higher things, and to show her that I, as a Unit, am completely devoted to my tasks in Section Three. But during the mission I felt as if I wasn't doing as well as I thought I would do. It could have possibly been because it had been the first time I had used an Mp7 in a long while, or it could just be me not training myself hard enough. I feel as if I can always do better. I don't want to fail for my brothers and sisters of Section Three or even the whole Civil Authority. If I at some point fail my brothers and sisters, I have failed myself. I have failed myself numerous times. I've had times where I didn't put as much effort as I could. But those days are behind me. Yes, that past can come to haunt you. But I am going to put that aside as much as I can. In my early days of training in Section Three, I felt as though I wasn't training myself hard enough. I wasn't feeling the pain that I used to. I hadn't felt the joy of my accuracy at the range. My situation reminds of me of people who are addicted to drugs. The first time around, they feel amazing. Then they keep taking more and more and more drugs, and need higher and higher doses of whatever they are taking. I need to do better. I can get more accurate. I can get stronger. I can do more pushups, pull ups, cardio, everything. I need to work more. More patrolling. Anything I can really do to give myself an edge on my opponent. There is always some way to improve. There isn't a maximum level of improvement you can reach, and then just say you are done. You need to keep going. I'm giving myself an internal reminder, to practice more and more. I'm in Section Three now. Back in GRID I didn't need to be extra combat effective. It wasn't my job at the time. My job was to fix computers, repair scanners, make new weaponry. But now, Section Three is where I am at. My job is Socio-Stability. That means I'm actually going out onto the streets now. I will be handling top priority operations that require 100% success and failure equals death. The day I don't practice is the day I can die. I can always improve. *A slight chuckle can be heard from the voice.* My team is counting on me to be the best I can be. So I'm damn well going to be the best I can be and more. *The datapad can be heard shutting off as the recording stops.*||::>
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