Every day I think about being artist or musician or even a commentator. Then I realize I have nothing to do that stuff with. Every time I go to sleep I dream about these crazy animations I have thought up when I was awake. Then I realize, I don't know how to do it. People try to hold me back because I am young. They say I can't do it, I try and I come out with scribbles and they just laugh. I watch movies and play games and think one day I want to do this, but how? Everyday I wake up and get harrassed and held back for my age, there is always a stereotype that make people think that kids my age can't do anything and are worthless, but when you try to live out your dreams somethings do come true. I have been trying this whole summer to make a exotic creation, but I don't know how. With the tools I have now, nothing would work. I try to make animations and I just sit there each day looking at a white board thinking how can I do this stuff. I look up tutorials and nothing helps, I try to make stickfigure animations but they come out choppy. I have no support and I am walking a lone road on my way to doing something brilliant. I try to commentate and upload it to youtube and when I look back, that video was choppy and laggy. Now that Catalyst Gaming and RP has inspired me to try to make great things, it falls to peices.