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« on: September 21, 2012, 12:04:04 AM »
Thank Toy4x4funrun.
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« on: September 11, 2012, 06:22:38 AM »
Now, you may ask why I post this and lock it. This post is for me and me alone. I need this for myself, not to have you guys (and the few girls) commenting and shit. I ask other admins to take heed and not post.
My life is shit. Sure some parts are good, but most of it is complete shit or leads to shit. Work? Shit. I enjoy my job yeah, but I make myself too available and am relied upon way too often. I mean really? Out of the thousands of employees you have to call me every damn time? I can understand for certain things, or if the client needs certain requirements met or is specialized and you've spent the time to have me trained in it. But for the random ass shit? Why? Call on someone else. I'm tired of it.
School? Also shit. I pay my own way through, but I'm a lazy mother fucker. I've not been in months, maybe even a year now. That is going to change. Part of the issue is I'm lazy. Part is I feel I know the shit so I don't do it seriously. And part is because I am not disciplined enough to do the courses properly and I make up excuses (that are legitimate but I can work around.) "Oh, I work too much, I don't have time to go to class." Bullshit. Up until recently I have been working weekends and had 4 weekdays free to go. "Gas costs too much." Again, bullshit. I expense more than I use for gas SPECIFICALLY for school.
I need to face it. I'm lazy and I need to change that fact. Sure, I work a lot. But when it comes to what I NEED to do rather than what I am doing? Lazy mother fucker. If I wasn't lazy, I would be in a good career. Not a job, a career. I'd be making more than my current job (which is decent, but still. I don't want to be a security guard my entire life.) Hell, I could practically do what I've always dreamed I'd do if I had a good career. Even entry level is 6-8 times better pay than my current job.
But what am I doing? I'm in a dead end job, working too damn hard for too little pay in something I can't make a life out of. And for what? To pay for a school I don't even go to?
FUCK THAT
Starting today, September 11th, I am changing that. If it isn't today, then before the week end I will be back in school as an active student. I will tell the scheduling department to fuck off. And most importantly, I will quit being a lazy fuck.
That's not even half my shit each day though. Then I have to deal with myself. I'm a fat fuck. I wish I wasn't. What am I doing about it? Until recently NOTHING. For the past few months though that has began to change, but it's not enough. I need to get off my ass and get shit done so that I can actually get healthy and not have to be a fatass having to shop at the big and tall and paying three times as much for the same damn thing at walmart just to get my size.
I'm tired of being out of breath and out of shape. I want to be able to walk and run without having to stop to catch my breath. I want to be able to not have to worry if I ever want to go swimming. I want to not have to worry about what chairs I sit in and have to sit down gingerly or the seat will break. I want to be fucking healthy.
Starting today I will change that. I will do what I need to to be able to make myself healthy again.
That's not even everything. I keep asking myself one question each and every day. I never have an answer.
Why the FUCK do I have this issue. Why the FUCK do I keep coming back?
Why am I here? I deal with constant shit, and yet I stay. Why the FUCK do I stay in Garry's Mod and Catalyst Gaming?
Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to up and leave. I just have to ask myself why I came back. Why I am still here. Why I deal with the shit that all the members decide that I am the one to push it on. But I do know one thing: Fuck if I let it affect me any more.
I'm done with this shit. Catalyst Gaming, Garry's Mod, Minecraft, Steam. Fuck you all. You're not going to take over anymore. You are not important to my life. You don't control what I do now, I refuse to allow myself to sink further into the hole. You are last.
FUCK THIS
Starting today:
- Fuck my current job and the shit they make me deal with.
- Fuck my lazy ass and the shit I allow myself to deal with.
- Fuck my lazy shit that allows me to push off school like it's unimportant.
- Fuck being an unhealthy fat fuck.
- Fuck letting games take over my life.
Starting today:
- I will better myself by getting back into and finishing school.
- I will say no when they call me last minute for work.
- I will control my schedule and not allow it to control me.
- I will become healthy and loose weight.
- I will prioritize my shit and not allow shit to prioritize me.
Starting today:
I will act.
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« on: September 06, 2012, 06:58:48 AM »
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« on: August 26, 2012, 03:59:42 PM »
All HL2RP Players: any character not loaded in the past 2 months will be removed this coming Wednesday to lower the size of the database. Any player that has not been on in the same amount of time will also be removed.
Thank you, the HL2RP dev team.
Sent from my ADR6400L using Tapatalk 2
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« on: August 22, 2012, 11:30:15 PM »
~IC PART~ Full Name: Zach Zema Citizen identification(CID): 45814 Last Assigned Apartment Number: B3 Total Loyalist Points: 5 Sex: Male Age: 32 How long have you been in City45: I moved from City Twenty Eight on August First, Twenty Seventeen. It is currently August Twenty Third of the same year. That would mean Twenty Two days ago. Why do you want to join the CWU?: I wish to be able to help the city in any way possible. I considered joining the Civil Authority, but I decided that I would rather help citizens instead of be cold hearted towards them. Joining the Union is a way to both help myself and my fellow citizens. I am hoping that I will be able to do a good job and further my knowledge and the knowledge of the people who have brought order to our society. Have you ever been detained before?(If so why): I have never been detained. Past experience with work/labor: I don't have much experience with work. The extent of my labor experiences is when the Civil Authority has rallied us to help clean up after a disaster. Name 4 things the CWU Can possess, and 4 things we cant. Also state why.: The Union and its members can possess a radio for communication between other members, medical supplies to be able to run clinics, computer systems to better manage the workload, and various tools and mechanical equipment to help with the work they do. The Union and its members cannot possess any literature, published or otherwise written, that is not specifically branded by the Civil Authority as legal. Members also cannot have any food or beverages that are not marked legal as the Civil Authority has made legal food such to keep us healthy. Also not allowed would be any form of weapon or any drug item not authorized to the medical clinics. Tell us about what you can do.: I am a very versatile person. If the task is given to me and explained how to be done, I would be able to do my best at it. It may take me a bit of time to learn, but I would put all my effort into it. Unfortunately I am not good with my hands to the point where I would trust myself with anything medically related. So I would be best working in a shop or helping other citizens throughout the city. If a citizen asks for help and is new to the city, what would you do?: I would introduce myself first off, in an attempt to be a bit more friendly with them. I would then take them on a tour of the city plaza, making sure to note specific areas that would be important or that are restricted such as the ration distribution terminal and the entrance to Precinct Three. I would give them a bit of basic information, give them a request device and then show them how to use it properly if they needed. I would then attempt to answer their questions. ~OOC Section~ Name: RTLK Timezone: Pacific SteamID: STEAM_ON_PROFILE Roleplay Experience: 4 years Serious Roleplay Experience: 4 years Detail a regular day as a worker of the CWU?: After waking up, the worker would get ready for the day by taking care of the nicessities such as showering and dressing. Following that, they would check for any important notices on the bulletin board in the headquarters and then prepare themselves for the day. Going out of the headquarters, the worker would then have a plan as to what to do, either to set up a shop or help another worker. Depending on what their plan is, the worker would get to it right away. If there was a worker event going on, the worker would report to that and be given their job for the event. Character Backstory: Zach grew up in the city. Specifically in Brooklyn. He grew up not having to do much work as he was born to the head of a major corporation which went under a few years before the Seven Hour War. Growing up in Brooklyn was an interesting experience. Zach never was one to get into a fight, but seemed to be involved in a lot of them by breaking them apart between his friends. Fast forward a few years. A year before the Seven Hour War he is forced to get a job. Unfortunately the only place that hired him was an Arby's fast food. He worked there for three months, and his probationary employee review came up. His manager brought him into the office and let him go. Zach was flabberghasted, he had always gotten what he wanted and he wanted to keep the job. Unfortunately it was not to be, as a few months later, right as he was about to go for an interview in an office supply company, the Seven Hour War started. Zach was shipped from city to city, finally ending up in City Forty Five. The twenty two days he spent there, he knew he was going to stick around. The city was nicer than others and had a workers union as others did not. He worked hard to gain the loyalist status and then he went to the headquarters and put in his application.
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« on: August 16, 2012, 10:32:50 AM »
As of now, all forum access is being revoked to remove those who shouldn't have it. To gain access, please utilize the following:http://www.catalyst-gaming.net/index.php?page=forumaccessA new system has been created. Using this system will allow you access to all the access you are supposed to have (for both CCA and OTA) and is fully automated. If there is an issue, please PM me. (Yes, same as CCA. If you used that, you don't need this.) FYI: Those that don't have a CCA character will not get any OTA access.
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« on: July 31, 2012, 04:15:08 AM »
FYI: Auths are not needed for an AMA. Just make sure to keep it serious. The Rules: - Be serious. If a question has been asked, don't ask it again for the lols, the answer won't change. - If you ask what someone thinks of you, be prepared for an honest answer. Admin's will not get in trouble for rule one if you ask for the answer, so be sure you know this before you ask. - No shit posting. Sure it may be funny to quote a question 10 times, but its stupid. - This is not spam. All forum rules apply. - Do not purposely bump your own thread.
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« on: July 29, 2012, 04:31:28 AM »
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« on: July 26, 2012, 06:27:15 AM »
Released a new update for HL2RP just now.
- Fixed the time/date system for good. If it breaks again, it is Garry breaking os.time()
- Removed the stupid ass black bars.
- Added a new command for admins. See admin section.
- Updated intro music to the same as HRP.
- Readded map props
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« on: July 24, 2012, 01:39:21 PM »
Go ahead.
No:
Why join the bandwagon?
What do you think of me? (in ANY form)
Favorite/Least favorite admin?
Actual questions please. I will lock this if you don't.
IDGAF if I have this approved or not. <3 you Wuffle (nohomo)
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« on: July 21, 2012, 05:24:15 AM »
Released another update to HL2RP
- Various chat fixes (pm, abroadcast, ooc limited)
- Added a new command. /reply allows you to reply to the last person who sent you a message. (Last person resets on character change or respawn)
- Modify multiline chat method to be more streamlined and operate more efficiently.
- Extended /event to operate on the multiline system
- /a reports now display via a new method for admins. Admins now have a specific "ADMIN PM" system to utilize to respond to admin calls.
- Modified the "Somebody radioed in" system. It is now a new method and will not be released.
- New administration command. See admin boards for related info.
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« on: July 19, 2012, 11:28:33 AM »
UNIT: 47974
DIVISION: UNIVERSAL UNION
CLEARANCE: Sector CommanderEnter Password: ************ Enter Encryption Key: ************ ACCESS GRANTED
ENCRYPTION KEY AUTHORIZED Connecting to Network
Connecting...
Connecting...
Connecting...
CONNECTION ESTABLISHED
DATA ENCRYPTION BEGINNING New File Opened: plog.t.000005Classification Level: Universal Union<::|| BEGIN TRANSMISSION ||::> Date: 15/08/2015 Time: Unknown Sector: Eighteen City: Eighteen Begin Personnel Log: Our great Benefactors have granted me the pleasure of assisting them. Taken from the GRID, that is the Mechanical Division, of City Eighteen, I was shipped off to [CLASSIFIED] and was given a complete reassignment. I sat in their Medical department receiving a complete augmentation change. While my term as the GRID Divisional Leader, I was given a selection of augmentations from NOVA, the Medical Division. I had new mechanical arms tailored to tinkering with tools, and legs made for running. But these ones that the Union gave me make any others pale in comparison. I am essentially a completely augmented soldier, I believe one of the few, if not the only, remaining parts that can be called Human is my brain. All the augmentations were quickly and efficiently done as basically everything was done by a machine, a great marvel in the true technology that the Benefactors have. Once they were finished, the Union Technician briefed me on all the augmentations and their power. It was at this point I knew that there was no going back, I was in this for the long run. Following the technicians guidance, I was shown to another Medical room, similar to the brainwashing room we had utilized in City Eighteen, but far more advanced. Instead of teaching me all that the Benefactors required of a Sectorial Commander, they utilized the brainwashing system to transmit all details, pertinent information, policies, etcetera. What should have taken at least a few weeks was done in a matter of hours, and again I marveled at the true power of the Benefactors and the Union. I was put back on a RAZOR train to the Sector Eighteen Citadel, where I met with the separate Commanders of each city in my new sector. They each briefed me on their cities, their Authorities, and the goings on of the city. One city seemed to stand out as a slightly higher problem that would require a higher touch to manage. I decided to make my main city City Eighteen yet again, which was located close to the Citadel in case of any emergencies in any of the other cities in the sector. Taking a quick chopper ride to the City, I took a walk of the Nexus of my former city, this time being denied entry into no location. No one recognized me, save for the initial three digits of my new callsign. I was essentially a new person to them, and that helped make sure no one was too familiar with me and helped my new job run smoothly, at least when it ran smoothly. My first few days running the Sector were filled with numerous papers, reports, requests for supplies, non-critical Overwatch Requests, and keeping an eye on my former city. I then delegated the majority of the paperwork to the individual City Commanders and had them forward me a short report and any critical requests. Doing this allowed me the time I needed to actually work on bringing City Eighteen to the point the Benefactors wanted it to be. Unfortunately, that was yesterday that I got rid of my paperwork. Today I have been speaking with the different Division Leaders, seeing what is going on in each division. It seems for now GRID, my old division, is in good hands. Good, but unaugmented. I spoke with the NOVA Division Leader about keeping an interest in each division personally and he agreed, whether he wanted to or not I do not know, to train me and the Commander in all NOVA fields. From here we shall see where this Sector is taken. <::|| END TRANSMISSION ||::> Saving File As: plog.t.000005Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedENCRYPTION LOCKING Encryption Algorithm Processing... Applying Encryption Key... Applying Encryption Key... Applying Encryption Key... FILE ENCRYPTEDDisconnecting 47974 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: July 17, 2012, 07:24:18 PM »
Just applied an update to HL2RP. Should help prevent crashing.
- Chatbox char increase from 126 or something to 350. Message continues in /it, /r, or /broadcast depending what it was originally.
- Ban now will place the banners name inside the reason. Aka: RDM (Banned by: RoflWaffle)
- Set permaprops to only work when added on the dev server. (THIS IS THE REASON FOR NOT SAVING! QUIT PERMAPROPING EVERYTHING)
- Hopefully fixed time issue.
- Hopefully fixed saving issue.
- Hopefully fixed supplies/wages.
- Fixed ViewObjectives and added /EditObjectives for CmD+
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« on: July 17, 2012, 02:00:58 PM »
Giving away 1 copy (for now) of Plain Sight. Very fun game. 
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« on: July 16, 2012, 02:01:04 PM »
Sure, I'll jump the bandwagon. Since I got 2 copies, gunna give one away. Haven't played yet, but looks fun. 
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