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Title: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 01, 2011, 06:09:14 PM
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Welcome, or how else should I start off with?

I'm not feeling best at times like this, especially after a near concussion to the head. I guess I'll just use this book for the purposes of... not going insane over time. I'm not up to writing about present events, but more about what
has happened and what could happen.

Farewell, now.

Title: Re: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 04, 2011, 12:35:34 AM
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Well, people say that long-learned experiences are for life. What does this mean? So many different things. Tell a child to go live with madman for his whole life, and he will become one too. Shout at a man for years, and he will shout back. Where do I even begin? Most people here are the problem. One man says to me that I am blind to the obvious. What these people are called are such.. Loyalists; loyal to the Union. Why? Because they are living with mad men and are shouted at continuously.

Lenin once said, "Give me a child for eight years, and he will become a Bolshevik."

They live with mad men, and are shouted at, so naturally, they shout back at the mad man more and more, until they develop their pride towards the mad man.
Title: Re: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 05, 2011, 01:02:21 AM
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Well, it's that time of the day again. The writing part.

I can't say I'm quite happy, though. I'll start off with something as similar to the last page. What is freedom? Many people here are ignorant to the very true meaning of the word. Is freedom the meaning of your own choice? No. That's not it at all.
Freedom is the freedom to say I know what I want. The very definition comes to life when I ask you to halt what you're doing and give me a chance. Can one do that, however? I cannot, and you cannot, never will either.

Title: Re: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 07, 2011, 08:00:58 PM
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Greetings.

The thought of a total regime change here has always interested me. What if... What if I was a City Administrator, even here in City 18? I imagine a lot would change, of course. And that's correct, everything would change to a somewhat.. major scale. If I personally ran this city, this is how everything would work.



I guess this is what I have to say for today. One can imagine such a world.

Title: Re: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 09, 2011, 04:31:30 PM
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Imagine if there was a world; a world without fear of consequences, a world without religion, a world without power.

Imagine a world with people who live in this world as if it were a dream. I sit here and wonder when I can join, but I'm not the only one.

Title: Re: Maxim Tarasov's Notebook
Post by: Highdef on July 15, 2011, 06:00:09 PM
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Welcome back.

Life isn't simple. It's not exactly a straight line. I will give you a better hint that resembles it. Imagine a line, a straight line. Now curve it. Add zig zags to it afterwards. That, my friend, is life. It's also the lines of dents on your palms, if you've noticed. It's also the ripped edges on the cover of this book.

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