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Introductions / Re: The lie and the truth.
« on: February 17, 2013, 09:47:57 AM »
While it was admittedly a little deceptive to fool people, in retrospect, I don't think many of the frequenters care too much. You've got a lot of neato characters, and it'd be a shame to lose you here at Catalyst.

We'll see about that. Possible will stay, but just in the background with no overpowered characters.

While it was admittedly a little deceptive to fool people, in retrospect, I don't think many of the frequenters care too much. You've got a lot of neato characters, and it'd be a shame to lose you here at Catalyst.

This.

Although you did had a lie over all these years (months in my case), you are still a great player, and it will be very sad if you do leave.

Thank you, nice to know.

This is not a huge deal. Challenge being female or male still helped a lot of people out and was a great administrator. Challenge doesn't owe an apology to any of you.

In my opinion I do. Maybe I helped a lot of people, but that isn't equal to what I did.

I still wonder why some people do lie about this.
Sure, most people do it for attention. But you didn't seem like that kind of person that went out to get attention. That's why you were so convincing I guess.

Oh well, it's good that you made the choice to step up with the truth to everyone eventually. And I find it rather impressive that you could keep up with it for so long.

Nothing much changed whether you are a boy or a girl. Though it may seem so for yourself.
Regardless, good luck with whatever crosses your path, and may we see or not see you on the servers again?

I never sought attention, since I didn't see anything I could gain from it. I've never tried to use people for my own gain and I've always told them not to give me anything.

Thank you Nick.

So who was that girl that you posted in the "post pictures of yourself" thread?

If you cared to read one of my answer higher stated above, you might have been able to notice Cow.

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 16, 2013, 11:24:45 PM »
What made you decide to return on such a short notice?

What do you think of how HL2RP currently is?

Do you believe you can enjoy yourself on HL2RP ever again?

How are you?

Bye.

Pure boredom. Had nothing to do outside CG, which made me realised how strong I'm addicted to this community.

Its... Fine, I think.

To be 100% truth. Not entirely no. My passive RP interest is dead at the moment, so I'm currently just sticking to my "dangerous enviroment" characters, to hopefully spice up the enviroment in Outlands.

Tired. Bored.

Cya.

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 16, 2013, 04:24:44 PM »
Can I add you back on steam? :,C

Sure.

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 16, 2013, 03:46:22 PM »

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Introductions / Re: The lie and the truth.
« on: February 16, 2013, 02:54:36 PM »
I'm glad you told the truth challenge. Not many people would confront it, given they have as many connections as you did. And for that, i admire your courage.
I hope to still play and talk with you, although you left a small crack in mine, and many other's hearts. Goodbye for now, friend, and may we speak another day.

Courage and courage. Courage would have been, if I stood out and told it earlier, when I was still in the position and never left CG to hide in the shadows. (In my opinion at least.)

Not going to say I was too surprised to find out when you left. Rather dissapointed that you would lie to us this whole time. I don't understand your motives in doing it either. The thought you would keep this going for two years is depressing, it probably ended up doing far more harm to you than anything. A lot of people will refuse to forgive you after they read this because I nor anyone else don't like to be deceived.

But w/e, it doesn't matter me as I quite frankly don't give a shit what gender people are over the internet.

I didn't really have any motive in the start. It was just a joke, when I was barely known, which ended up in being what I've hated myself for the last 2 years. I understand why people won't trust me anymore, hence I'll be staying in the background.

Meh. I really don't give a rip if you were a girl or a guy. Seeing skyler RP, it really doesn't make a lick of difference when it comes down to it. I noticed you lacked the feminine personality when talking to you in steam but it really didn't bother me. I've been there, sort of. I faked being 21 for the longest time due to my low voice lol. It was funny till I grew up and realized there was no point in doing it.

I'm more pissed you left CG. You were an excellent asset to us, despite what junk you got in your trunk.

You're great guy Statua and I'm sorry that I pissed you off. It never was intended but I can't say, I didn't see it coming.
I can't do much else than say sorry and keep up the good work.

Am I the only one who wants to know who the chick was that you posted pictures of in the "post pictures of yourself" thread?

Polish girl I know and I've known for good 4 years or something, yet I barely have contact to her. Met her during a school project.

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 16, 2013, 02:44:28 PM »

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 16, 2013, 08:07:00 AM »
how does being worshiped by adorable virgin children feel

Never enjoyed it.

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Introductions / The lie and the truth.
« on: February 16, 2013, 07:29:04 AM »
Alright guys.

Some of you might have noticed, how not long ago I simple 'vanished' from the administrator team and the servers.
The answer is simple; I couldn't stand "Catalyst gaming."
At least, that was what my brain told me, but that wasn't the exact reason. The reason I left, was because of one big lie, which I couldn't stand anylonger.
In these last two years I've been in CG, everyone have known me as "Lola the CG girl". A few now knows the truth about who I am.
I couldn't stand that lie anymore so I decided to quit and get out as it have caused me more problems than I could of imagined.

The truth is, I'm a simple boy, simple minded and whatnot. No, I'm not gay if you're believing that.
Spoiler for Hiden:

That is the real me. My name is Kenni and I'm 16 years old. Big surprise.
One of the big questions I know is coming, would probably be;

"Why did you lie about being a girl?"
Well, in the stat it actually started out for fun. It wasn't meant to be a long standing lie, which it ended up with. In the start, where I wasn't that known to CG, some people asked about my gender when they saw my female unit walk around. Just to have fun, I said I was a girl. Before I even knew, this lie had spread all over the HL2RP community and I was now known as a girl.
At that time being, I would have told the truth about myself so get out of it again, if not what happened a bit later.
Kronic confronted me and asked if I'd like admin. Eager to get the chance to help people on the server, I said yes but were too afraid to say I was a boy, believing I could loose the position once more.
Due to being afraid and ashamed I couldn't stand telling the lie to anyone after that so I kept the lie going till the moment I quitted.



I admit, a few knew about the truth about me, before I left CG. I wont say their names, but if they feel like it they can tell it themselfs.

CG have given me a hard times, sometimes but who doesn't? A few months before I left CG I broke down. I couldn't stand the lie anymore so I talked to one of the very few persons who I trusted the most. I told him the lie, told him I was going to quit and get out, yet he convinced me to stay. So I stayed a few months more, before I once more broke down and quitted CG without warning.

I convinced myself about, the CG community wasn't my place anymore. I told myself, I couldn't stand all the drama, yet that wasn't the truth. Now, after finally telling the truth, I feel a bit better yet it doesn't cover up my actions the past 2 years.
If I'm not wrong, it wouldn't surprise me if someone is going to flame / rage / get mad at me for this lie, which I honestly doesn't care about.
I might not be trusted that much anymore, which I do understand and I fully support if anyone doesn't.

Yet, I've tried to continue my life outside CG, playing a few games here and there. It was horrible boring and I miss the times I've had on CG, which have made me return and tell the truth. I'll start playing again on the servers, possible as my 'dangerous enviroment' characters on HL2RP, seeing my CCA units have been banned.

If anyone do have any questions, I'll gladly answer to all of them, either over PM or steam. As long as it isn't flame, rage, troll or spam.

That would be all from me and I'll just stay in the back from now on.

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Airborne will be taking over the event. If you have any questions, ask him.

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"Ask Me Anything" / Re: Ask Challenge Anything (ACA)
« on: February 07, 2013, 02:51:41 AM »
Hi

How are you right now

How were you feeling a year ago

What do you plan to do within the next few years

What do you think of me (!!)

What do you think of CG

Favorite song right now?

Let's go to space.

Bye!!

Hello.

Tired as fuck and bored in school.

Erhm... Alone and bored. I think.

Get an education, change my life.

A funny, friendly person I can easily talk to.

Friendly community, I enjoy staying at.

Either Rainbow factory or Discord.

We already went there.

Farewell.

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Out of Character for OOC:
Inb4 it flys over the Ineu and all the rebels w/ their OP shit shoot it down lol

This.

That or it crashes for some un-specified reason and then everyone gets OTA shit and thus Outlands becomes yet more elite as it gathers more guns than sense.

I could be wrong though.

// Maybe I should just void it then. I've been planning this for weeks, spoken here and there to get the auths for it and I've finally have it all emplaced. I've been hoping this would be a great event for people, but if they can't take it serious then meh. It'll fly past.

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// Wtf. Don't want to know.
// No, this is an upcoming event I've got in mind, which only around 4 people knows of for now.

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Outside City 45 / Re: How are we doing so far? (Questionnaire)
« on: February 06, 2013, 05:13:56 AM »
When you first log in, what makes you want to join outlands in the first place?
To make outlands a bit more dangerous, using an antlion character to spit acid at people. Sometimes making a few hives, with supplies near for people to find. Doing combat rp, P2L'ing though hoping to do a bit injuries for civilians to Medic RP. (Worked for now, thanks for Tekel'Palem, Dave Modern and Paul Haynes.)

Secondly; Adminging.

What do you do for fun on outlands?
Interact with people, either on my civilian, a-social character pissing other people's char off IC or spitting acid on them as an antlion worker.

Is Ineu_Pass too hardware reliant for your current system? (too laggy)
Nope. I run the map completely fine, without any problems.

What would you like to see more of on outlands?
As already stated, a bit more dangerous enviroment. Does not have to be headcrabs, antlions and whatnot, yet antlions would be a basic common enemy in the outlands. Considering they're spread around the entire earth and have huge hives under the earth.

What do you want to do on outlands?
Attempt to create a bit fear rp, combat rp, medical rp. Or else, interact with other civilians with my civilian chars.
Secondly, adminge for people who needs me.

Is there anything about outlands that makes you not want to join or play it?
Low population sometimes, due to my timezone.

What do you think should be done with Overwatch to improve RP?
Something I'm trying to force onto OTA players. More /me'ing when moving around, as I'm tired of the total OOC communication bullshit and no /me'ing when moving around. I'd rather have IC radio chatter, /me's for moving around to take cover. Possible camo, not the invisible bullshit, but more likely material camo's. There is some slightly white materials, which can be used to camo, yet it's still not able to keep you 100% invisible.

Extra comments.
Hi.

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UNIT: 82097.
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<::|| Greetings sectorial commander, of city nineteen, Italy.
This end of the week, more classified as the 9’th February, cargo 29A will be transported by synthetic dropship from City thirty-eight, Ukraine. The flight route will run over the eastern Romanian mountains, before heading to City forty-five in Romaine. I’ll point out, that this cargo is heavily important and shall succeed in landing in city nineteen. The stake of several unit life’s counts on it. Cargo 29A is not to be harmed in any way and shall be treated with respect and care. Failing to do so will result in permanent and immediate off-world relocation for the units.
If the synthetic dropship will be delayed, I’ll keep you posted.
That was all from city thirty-eight. Good day to you.
Sectorial commander, eighty-two-oh-ninety-seven signing off.||::>

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IC Chat / Re: <::|| C45.UU.CmD.27070's private logs. ||::>
« on: February 06, 2013, 04:22:37 AM »
UNIT: 27070.
SECTION: Zero.
CLEARANCE: Sectorial Commander.

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**A black uniform, easily categorized as a commander uniform, is seen sitting down on a chair in a brightened up room. The curves and movements of the human body, clearly shows she's a female. To her left is the figure of a larger console visible, barely some of its screen would be shown. What seems to be a stasis pod, which is open and hanging in a metal form for arm, is visible revealing the inside of it. The unit reaches onto her back and slings a single larger weapon off her back, laying it out of sight of the camera. Followed by, she reaches down to her belt, unholstering what seems to be revolver, classified as the magnum .357 caliber and lays it slightly in front of herself, clearly visible on the camera.
The unit reaches up to her mask, moving her hands behind it and seems to press something in. A small click and a slight hissing sound of air, is heard as the face mask is released from its lock. The unit reaches forward, letting the mask slide of her head, placing it on the table to the left of the magnum.
As the mask is taken off, hair falls down, surrounding the face of the female unit. Her hair has a slight dark blond color, covering the left side of her face and what seems to be a pale skin of the female. Her eyes has a hazel color in them, yet a dark green glowing color is dominating most of her eyes as she stares into the camera. She stares coldly into the camera, not appearing to care for what’s going on. 
She stretches her arms out, letting out a slight yawn as if she was tired, before she lets her arms drop back down, folding down onto her lap. She leans backwards in the chair, turning slightly to her right on the chair and lifts her feets up on the table. As she starts to speak, the sound of mechanics is barely audible, giving her what appears as a slight robotic voice, yet she would still have the normal human voice. As she starts to speak, a slight danish accent, mixed up with a British is audible.**


<::|| This is sectorial commander, two-seventy-seventy.
It’s been a long time last time I made one of these video logs… I’ve been… Busy with a few things though. Now, let’s see what have happened since last time.
Alright, so we’ve got the reformation of the entire civil authority. I suppose I’ll start out with that.
First off, we’re now using sections instead of divisions and we’ve replaced a few ranks instead of using the old ones. Instead of having commanders, we now have sectorial commanders and the divisional leader rank have been completely ‘wiped’ out.
Instead of commander of GRID, I’m now classified as Sectorial commander zero, unit two-seventy-seventy. I belong under section zero, the command section together with the other, old commanders. Well, those who’s still alive at least.
Secondly, we’ve got section one. That’s the ‘croot’ section. To be more specific, that’s the old UNIFORM division. Section one contains every recruit we’ve got coming in and they’re supposed to train those units. Sectorial leader unit, oh-thirtyone-oh-nine. My old idol and the one I was looking up to, now stands for the recruits. Poor them. At least they’ll come out into the ‘wilderness’ hardened from their training.
Then we’ve got the ZEALOT division, which is now section two. Internal affairs and whatnot which section commander, oh-oh-six-twenty-one is leading. A unit I’ve had an eye on have progressive extremely well in that section. I admit, I enjoy watching her work and her citizen interaction though I do not have the time to take much care of it. I hope she’ll stay in the Civil authority for a long time. I’d rather hold a funeral for her, than three-fifty which died earlier… I’ll explain that further on in the video log though.
The old APEX division still exits, yet that is now section three. They are ground forces. As always, I enjoy having those around, with my own units. Section three is going to be our main, primary force… Yet my own ‘section’ got most of the units for now. I’ll get to change that though, hopefully. Also, a unit I’ve held my eyes on, two-eleven is now the leader of section three, Sectorial commander two-eleven-oh-oh. I’m happy to work by my side, with the rest of the sectorial commanders.   
The two other divisions, NOVA and GRID, we’re now one big section. Section four, containing two divisions. Interesting, I must say myself. As I’m leading it and we’ve got two old divisions in it, we’ve got two officers leading the two parts. Those are the old NOVA divisional leader nine-thirty-eight and the divisional leader of GRID, four-ninety-five. The two old divisions now have their own ‘name’ in our section. NOVA is now the support side of section four, while GRID is the logistic part of section four. People can guess to themselves why.
So that’s basically what happened to our old divisions. Oh right. Instead of having one unit standing above us all, we’re now a council. Our old sector leader, seventy-one-eighty-one-three, made suicide during a meeting we had. So instead of choosing a new sector leader, the remaining sectorial commanders –or at least the ones being there- agreed on making a council. That would be me, the sectorial commander of section two and the sectorial commander of section three.

Not long ago, barely a week the City Administrators decided to hold a ‘teaparty’ inviting citizens to attend to it. I decided to take a ‘visit’ to the meeting, after unit four-ninety-five brought the citizens there. I’m now in the knowledge that the citizens only came there for food and merely to talk with the city administrators… I only saw one communicate with one of the Administrators, while the rest bugged around the table and ate. Though, I must admit their couches is something else than our tree benches and metal beds. Really comfortable.
After the teaparty, a ration distribution was started. The six citizens who were at the meeting came in first, to get even more food. I was that close to rip it out of their hands and say they already have had food enough for the day. What I didn’t notice was something I regret. This is where the death of three-fifty comes in. During the last person, a louder explosion came from inside of the booth stations. I decided to get outside to see what was going on, having the rest of the units’ shortly after outside with me. Apparently, unit three-fifty had a bomb thrown in his face, which contained a specific gas classified as Chlorine gas. Three-fifty died nearly instantly due to shrapnel shredding his body to pieces, which seven-seventy-seven carried outside having injuries herself. I immediately carried seven-seventy-sevens body inside, while authorizing two-thirteen to get an APC out and running.
Seven-seventy-seven recovered shortly after. Saw her out and running the day afterwards after a smaller ‘incident’. Apparently a bald citizen thought he could get away with a blind male… I caught them, attempting to get away from me near the nexus… It was enjoyable to put a bullet through the back of the blind guy’s head and watching the bald male get beaten down by… I think it was unit seven-twenty-six. Eitherway, seven-seventy-seven came and ‘complained’ about my behavior regarding treatment of the blind male… Apparently it wasn’t helping the civilian ‘interaction’… I couldn’t care less.

That would be all from me… For now. Sectorial commander, two-seventy-seventy signing off. ||::>

**The female unit, reaching out after the mask once again. She grabs hold it, lifting up and places it back on her face, covering it up. A single, slight click is heard, as the mask clicks back on and the two lenses glows up with a dark green color. She reaches back down, grabbing hold of the magnum, moving it back down to her belt and holsters it. As she lets go, she glares towards the pulse rifle, before she reaches out after it and a single radio click sounds from the mask. "Any level one malcompliant citizens in detainment? My pulse rifle needs to be checked if it still works accordingly.” As she finishes speaking, a single click confirms the message has been given to the rest of the CCA.
Afterwards she slings the mask onto her back, a slight laughing coming from the mask, before the radio click is audible again. "Copy that... I'll find one outside then." She looks back down on the camera, the mask showing no emotion. After a few seconds she turns around, starts to move out of the camera view. Just before she's out of view, the camera shuts down and stops recording."


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