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General => General Discussion => Topic started by: Wish on July 15, 2011, 08:12:45 AM
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My fucking life is shot to hell. I lost my job, I lost my apartment, I'm sick, depressed as fuck and I want to die.
I am a failure as a human being. I'm way past the age where I should be able to take care of myself without having to leech money off the government and my friends.
All I have talent for is hanging around with kids almost half my age online, since I am too much of a social outcast to have any real friends.
I've been in a constant battle with depression for most of my life, with a few half-assed suicide attempts under my belt that I didn't have the guts to go through with.
The doctors I see keep shoving different pills in my face, but they just don't work.
I'm having a really hard time keeping up the will to keep going.
In short, I need support from whoever I can get it from.
I'm just so worn out. I feel emotionally dead.
At least the panic attacks are under control, but I can't recall the last time I felt genuinely happy.
If anyone here wants to try to help me feel better, it would be appreciated. :(
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This may sound soooo stupid, but have you tried feeding ducks or birds with some bread?
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Sigh... Ok I know, even though you need support, and even though this forum is probably the only place you know you have friends. But could these "My life sucks" thread finally STOP for once? If someone is so depressed, why would he post about it on a GAMING forum?...
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Btw, Im doing this on my iPhone 4g. This auto-correct sucks. Well to get to the point, understand your not alone and accept the fact that it still can be a lot worse. You should brush up on current world events in the mean time, it might result in you talking to someone and making a friend. You should also become a spirtuAl and peaceful person, mediate. Also learn about phloisophy or history you like. Also, let it flow, dont think its going to happan right away. Failure is necessary for success
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As much as i feel for you. This forum isnt the place for you to post your depressing life stories.
Go for a walk in the park or some shit.
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This may sound soooo stupid, but have you tried feeding ducks or birds with some bread?
This is an awesome thing to do. Seriously. :D
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Wish, atleast we're not one of those troll communities that go "TROLOLOL K GO DIE KTHXBAI" cause those communities are total fags.
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I'm sad irl too.. have been for about 5 months..
I don't know how can I help you, sorry :/...
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Join the Military...Simple.
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Join the Military...Simple.
You had trouble in life to and you come here to troll. Gtfo.
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and martiner came here to flame and be a ponyfag, yes sir
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Why is this in spam? You don't think I'm serious about this shit?
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i really didn't think your serious, spam is where all the magical flying dicks go
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Why is this in spam? You don't think I'm serious about this shit?
It's in spam because you shouldent be posting this as it isnt neccessary. Tell your actual friends through PM's and dont broadcast it to everyone. Its getting to a point where everyone is just going to cry about their problems with a new thread.
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Whatever. I needed to get that off my chest. Some people have shown they actually give a flying fuck while others have proven themselves to be total assfags.
At least I have a general idea of who my friends on here are.
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This thread is how I exactly predicted this; Trolling and flaming.
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That's why I didn't make it in spam.
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The posts would be the same in spam or not
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Might as well delete this. It's more trouble than it's worth. I should have known better to post something like this in a community consisting of kids a little over half my age.
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What majority of the fagalols here do not understand that this is very serious and not /b/. I'm no member of the administration board but I can say right now that When someone makes a thread like this you support them, not bitch and troll. Check the images in the attachments, the blue underline word only takes place if we do more shit than troll.
I've been depressed three times, cut twice and made one attempt at my own life where I made it past the planning phase. When I say I know how you feel, I probably don't but at least I have an idea. You have my utmost support in whatever is to take place. If nobody here is going to listen to you, I will.
The most advice I can offer you is counselling and talking to people about it*. I've found talking to people the only way changes can happen. Inform your family, your close friends. Need be I'm happy to listen, my steam is Gamermax441.
Best of luck and Warm Regards,
- ShowNoFear
*People who care
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I'll be around for anyone else who needs a pair of ears.
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I really don't know what to say...
Is this actually true?
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Im here for ya wish, if you ever need someone to talk to just ask
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My fucking life is shot to hell. I lost my job, I lost my apartment, I'm sick, depressed as fuck and I want to die.
I am a failure as a human being. I'm way past the age where I should be able to take care of myself without having to leech money off the government and my friends.
All I have talent for is hanging around with kids almost half my age online, since I am too much of a social outcast to have any real friends.
I've been in a constant battle with depression for most of my life, with a few half-assed suicide attempts under my belt that I didn't have the guts to go through with.
The doctors I see keep shoving different pills in my face, but they just don't work.
I'm having a really hard time keeping up the will to keep going.
In short, I need support from whoever I can get it from.
I'm just so worn out. I feel emotionally dead.
At least the panic attacks are under control, but I can't recall the last time I felt genuinely happy.
If anyone here wants to try to help me feel better, it would be appreciated. :(
You should try going to school, not only will you make friends but also have a future to look forward to.
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Yes this is true. I am couch surfing at my friend's place. I am on antidepressants, anti-anxiety meds, I have to get a psychiatrist who can do continuing care.
I am suicidal again. For real. Luckily I don't have energy to do anything at all. Not even eat, most of the time.
I don't want to be admitted to the kingston psychiatric hospital again. That place scares the hell out of me.
I am piss broke and jobless. I am going to be 25 this year... I really shouldn't be hanging around with a bunch of kids online... last thing I need is chris hansen to show up :P
I have a few friends who contacted me on steam so I don't really need to bother people on here anymore.
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Well atleast you got something out of this whole dibogical
Although im not a fan of these threads, it doesnt mean i dont care. Hope you fix yourself up. could go to the groups where u all sit in a circle and discuss ur issues.
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I have a legitimate question for you. Are you being a white knight? Or are you actually being serious?
Regardless. You fail to respect how we believe in the situation. What we could tell her could very well be wrong. Wish needs to realise that she must go out and find the help. We're not here to protect her from the problems. Getting grips to reality must be the first thing any modern human must have.
Regardless on how difficult it is. You need to keep trying, or else. She'll ultimately fail and become depressed, she'll be in the situation she's in now.
If anything, the trouble should be shared amongst trust worthy friends, not a gaming community.
Let's be honest, people like you give her the false sense of success, therefore making her weak in being able to overcome things.
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- Ok what? -
I have a legitimate question for you. Are you being a white knight? Or are you actually being serious?
Regardless. You fail to respect how we believe in the situation. What we could tell her could very well be wrong. Wish needs to realise that she must go out and find the help. We're not here to protect her from the problems. Getting grips to reality must be the first thing any modern human must have.
Regardless on how difficult it is. You need to keep trying, or else. She'll ultimately fail and become depressed, she'll be in the situation she's in now.
If anything, the trouble should be shared amongst trust worthy friends, not a gaming community.
Let's be honest, people like you give her the false sense of success, therefore making her weak in being able to overcome things.
This for all future people who wanna make a thread like this