Silent, you should've called the Police or SWAT and let them deal with it or defend yourself, atleast stab him with a kitchen knife or get a rifle in the shed. Sadly, it is too late. You knew what was going to happen and you couldn't stop it. You shouldn't forgive him at all for what he done.
I don't need mental health. I know what I am doing, everyone has there own opinions about negative and positive criticism. Go on YouTube for example, you see all the people hating eachothers nations? Skyler, forgive your father for what he has done. I am sorry about that last post, I was too stupid enough to say that and I feel guilty.