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General => General Discussion => Social Discussion => Topic started by: LoNeDeStRoYeR on September 05, 2011, 03:39:36 AM
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Ive been starting to get slightly suicidal again recently…. i dont have the will to do much of anything anymore and ive lost almost all hope of my life…. things just seem to go from bad to worse to catastrophic…. i never have anything good happen…. im always lonely and sad…. im neer able to think…. i havnt been able to sleep at all for more than a week and a half now…. my dad wont understand me or what im going through no matter how much i tell him… i hate myself in basically every way….. i have a really bad social paranoia….. my mind tends to loop bad thoughts sending me into a spiral into more sadness and depression and hopelessness….. i dont know what do do anymore…..
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Well. If it means anything to you, I'm here for you..
So if somethings up with you, then just relief all your troubles.
I can't really help you in a physical way, but I'll support you. Mentally.
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As Martiner said, all we can do is support you if you ask for it. I understand you've taken a big step by talking about it, and you'll be glad you did it. If you feel you need to talk to us, feel free. We're not going to be able to help if you don't ask us, and you'll be glad you asked.
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I hope you are not trolling but I do not seem to suspect it in what you are saying, however I hope you don't take this as a negative comment. I'm just stating the delicacy of the thought of suicide, many people take it very seriously and it is something of a significant nature. Besides that, this community are welcoming and supportive and we are able to help you through tough times if you are willing to allow us, if you need to speak to someone about anything regarding that. You can add me on SF, or talk to me via CG ventrillo.
Just keep in mind life is about overcoming tough situations, yes there is always something that is going to fuck you eventually, regardless of who you are. But think of people all over the globe, people possibly in worse situations then you and still seem to cope with the day to day hell they receive. However, I'm not in your shoes to pass judgement. And I respect you for speaking so open about it with us, as many keep in within them for so long it destroys them with hatred, anger, sadness and depression.
Key things to remember, is that someone is ALWAYS is worse off then you and good things always come out of everything regardless of how bad they seem. I once was reading a note left by a famous author, who committed suicide and left and note about it, it was very moving and the amount of things he went through in his life displayed the amount of sadness within him. Suicide is not the answer to everything, it will not help you and it's not the "Easy" way out. Life will go on and you will overcome these tough times you are facing. As previously said speak to me if you have any more problems.
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Laugh. Find some funny things, do pranks with friends, hang out with friends. Distract your mind itself.
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Lonely is not the same as alone.
Solitude is luxury, if it's voluntary.
Your life may suck, but there will be someone else that is jealous.
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Look at what you have
(http://www.newphotosgalleries.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/home-picture-2.jpeg)
Now look at African children
(http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTYmP79BBAhq2aNbVWiDYqaYc8kF1KSYWBsViaP54T34CrrdOWnsA)
Look at what you eat
(http://www.motherearthnews.com/uploadedImages/Blogs/Relish!/Food-Safety.jpg)
Now look at what they eat
(http://ireneamiradaki.files.wordpress.com/2011/06/starving_world_children.jpg)
You should be happy of what you have today it could be worse...
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See that plate in the picture... Stole It...
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Hey, if there's anything you need. Add me on SF and tell me everything that's up. My SF is rictalspace
I don't believe your trolling, regardless I'm here to help.
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Compared to my mental issues in 7th grade.
I had mental breakdowns everyday and had to visit the guidance everyday for a check. I went to the hospital and stayed there for a night 2 times, and i just never felt right. I cried all the time after and before school. I would hurt myself in the bathroom all the time and pretty much was bullied more after that.
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Lone I highly suggest you seek a phycologist for this despression. I also highly reccomend that you seek an anti-depressive medication.
I have suffered similair feelings throughout middle school. I know we troll each other about W40k and bronies a lot but, feel free to pm me or add me on Steam. I'll do anything I can to help.
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Where's your mom in this big puzzle? Are your parents divorced? :-\
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Ive been starting to get slightly suicidal again recently…. i dont have the will to do much of anything anymore and ive lost almost all hope of my life…. things just seem to go from bad to worse to catastrophic…. i never have anything good happen…. im always lonely and sad…. im neer able to think…. i havnt been able to sleep at all for more than a week and a half now…. my dad wont understand me or what im going through no matter how much i tell him… i hate myself in basically every way….. i have a really bad social paranoia….. my mind tends to loop bad thoughts sending me into a spiral into more sadness and depression and hopelessness….. i dont know what do do anymore…..
Lone your not a bad person! Its not your fault that your life is the way it is, but thats not a reason to say it is. I have been where your at socially, get some friends and just go around doing pranks on people. Like what I did in the hallways at school is just kind of gently slap someones arm and it would make it awkward for them, that brings joy to you and the people around you. I'm sure your just telling yorself that you hate yourself, whats to hate you are what you make yourself go out there and make yourself something that you want and you will be happy.
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Lone The best solution when you have the first thoughts of suicidal, as pinkie pie would say: think of things that make you happy
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Couple updates.... starting talking to my mom a lot again.... school isnt figured out and will be tomorrow.... and im honestly scared of whats going to happen...
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It may seem scary, but fear is good. It's what keeps you on the edge. You indeed have the right to be afraid, but you have the ability to overcome fear. That is one of the great aspects of human kind. To be able to feel and control their emotions.
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Fear isn't an emotion, but nonetheless, you can control it.
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Couple updates.... starting talking to my mom a lot again.... school isnt figured out and will be tomorrow.... and im honestly scared of whats going to happen...
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Really not the place to post that, this is a board for exactly SOCIAL discussion. Dont like it? Stay out. - Caek
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Hmm. I know the feeling...
And rory, <snip>
Just because he shitposts dosnt mean you have to either. Next time you will both be forumbanned. - Caek
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This thread seems a little old now. But I sincerely hope that your state of mind has improved Lone, I haven't been through severe depression myself so I don't know exactly what it must be like. All I know is that it gets better.
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Lone... Don't let stuff bother you. It's just douchebags who will end up working for you. Also, once they do you will steal there wives, become rich and be a pimp.