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Events / City17_Industrial Map Event [SUGGESTION]
« on: March 18, 2013, 02:21:32 AM »
Warning, this is my first suggestion and it’s really just a concept and I’d rather have people say what they like and don’t like so I can add/remove things.

So what will happen is that the distant off factories and smokestacks will make a loud noise, and begin to pump really dense, cloudy air. After a while of the pollution just going over it'll eventually make the streets hard to breath in, and hard to see in. It'll be a dense, grey cloud and the only way to stop said pollution throughout the city is either using vents, or waiting it out. So, I'm thinking if this pollution gets as bad as I want it to, S0, or High Command S4L will pretty much pull up communication and yell at the other factories to stop whatever they are doing, and they'd say no for reasons they cannot reveal and that the pollution will go for another half hour. So, citizens need to find their way to the nexus, and once there they will be given a mask by units. S4L units can deploy sticks with bright lights at the end of it to help guide people through the streets. But, P3 will be having more trouble, citizens in P3 will have to deal with less vented air, and more thick fog. They'd have to work together with the small amount of help the CCA can give, try not to fall, and work their way to the nexus. Once everyone who is able to get there, or until the CCA stops passing masks outs, the fog should begin to worsen and the factories going at it again, lying in their report. So, now the gasses are beginning to hurt people from to much in-take, and they would actually need to go inside buildings or near vented areas before the announcements obnoxiously play the broadcast “A good citizen always know to conserve precious oxygen.” Before the factories stop producing massive amounts of smoke, and C17’s ventilation system can catch up with the smoke, and filter the air properly.

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Accepted Outlands Appeals / Candyman's Outlands Appeal
« on: March 01, 2013, 10:58:25 PM »
Steam name: Qman

Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:15341901

In-character name: 'Candyman'

Reason my character should be transferred to the City:
To find his meaning once more.

Detailed back story explaining my escape from the Outlands:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pSyYhRYeIM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Vg2YS-sFE

The silhouette of a man is seen sitting on a crate, his back hunched and looking to the ground in a melancholy way, as the room becomes brighter from a flash of lighting, it could be seen the man wearing a long coat is pondering things. Candyman kicking his right leg as he looks down at the room, his kukri in his left hand, hanging limply from it. As he looks over to the window, his head careless as it lolls to his right, looking at the rain drip down from the window, looking at the darkened wet street, distant sounds of fighting heard.  As thunder rolls once more, he looks at his torn misunderstood face from the reflection, as he slowly closes his eyes, looking back with a very depressed sigh.
*Chattering over the radio is heard* Candyman sluggishly gets up from the crate as it gives a very faint creek, his feet clanking against the wooden floor, no longer caring about how discrete he is. He picks up the radio listening into it.  Candyman then turns the radio off, as it gives a click and he thinks to himself. “What am I doing here?” “Who am I?” “What am I supposed to be doing?” His questions going through his head so quickly it seems to be muffled, as he focuses on the sound of the rain hitting the window. As one question draws out from the rest of his worries, “What now?” Candyman places his hand against the window, looking out of it, curling his fingers some from the cold of the glass. The lighting strikes once more as he looks at his reflection, his dull expressionless look quickly turns into fear, as he sees the silhouette of a man, turning around as his coat picks up in a rage as echoes of a very un-nerving voice is heard “ExOduS” Every muscle in Candyman’s body tenses as he freezes unable to think, comprehend, or act against the now lingering voice.
He turns around, in a very paranoid manner, looking down as if he was being yelled and shunned by someone. As he then feels something on his right shoulder, he looks back in a panicked way only to see the fading face of a half burnt face of a female. As his eyes open widely and he opens his mouth to scream, but nothing comes out. Candyman quickly gathers his things, tossing a worn out black backpack over his shoulder, the zippers giving faint sounds as they move across the material of the backpack. He quickly rushed downstairs, grabbing the cold, yellow handle of the door swinging it open. Candyman looks up briefly, feeling the cold draft of the Romanian wind against his face. He continues walking outside as the sound of rain splashing and raindrops hitting his coat are heard. He looks off into the distance, as he makes his way to the bridge outside the town, looking at the distant city, reflecting on old memories. “Is this what I need?” he asks himself, looking down at the fall, turning once more towards the radio tower. “I feel constantly suppressed and haunted, I feel alone, so, so alone, I feel….Like an echo.” He says to himself as he saunters his way over the bridge, letting himself be covered in water. The creaking of the bridge, the clanking of his boots, and the flutter of his coat follow him with each step. “I must, begin again.” “I speak of redemption, I speak of, getting rid of burdens, I speak of, getting better and pressing onto my path.” He says under his breath, as he grabs the post of the bridge, pulling himself to the depressingly dark ground. “But I have made no progress. No redemption or white light is seen, what is it that I need then? It’s a conundrum of a problem, it’s a puzzle and a maze, something I must figure out how to tame, not conquer, but to surpass.” He says to himself, walking into the small cave, crossing his legs as he slowly gets a cold, sniffling from the cold. “I speak of an exodus, I speak of a storm falling, but as I do that another slowly approaches. It’s time I go back into my path, instead of forward.” He says to himself, as the storm slowly passes by, as he walks to the trees chopping off bits of it, then walking to the already made campfire down the forest, working his way to make a fire to warm himself.
As the fire warms his self he begins to climb up the small mountain area, looking over the slowly drying forests and the distant mountains and hills. Using his sense of direction to move to where old Inue Pass was, small memories following, and then use that direction to slowly make his way back to the city. On his way back, after two weeks of traveling, hunting small game, developing small traps, starting fires and using his survival strategies, he comes across a grey stone. As he walks further into the ruins of the city to find it in a heap of destruction, fading chaos, and aftermath. He picks up a piece of a metal from the now destroyed combine walls, holding it up in the grey cloudy sky, he gives out a very depressed sigh, as a tear falls down to the ash-ridden ground, making it reveal a hint of the dirt and destruction beneath it. He lets the chunk of metal down, as it clunks its way into the dirt, lifting ash and dirt around it as he marches. Footprints left behind in the ash.
Spoiler for Hiden:
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRcmtPVxrBU" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRcmtPVxrBU</a>
Candyman looks to his left, seeing the walls of the nexus, he stops in his tracks. He slowly walks towards it as he kneels down, using his hand to wipe away the ash, revealing a drawing of a dove. He thinks how far-fetched yet how much significance that dove is to him. Slowly closing his eyes and sighing to calm his nerves, he stands walking even more into the ruins of the nexus to find pieces of all its old memory, chunks of detainment, pieces of Section 4 projects, walls and rows of so many memories thinking to himself. “How misunderstood they must be, they live to protect a false nation that a portion of humanity supports. Yet there are others who want to be brave and fight for what is left of their humanity.
Which is the correct path? A question that lingers through my mind, they must either hate or love these memories, hate or love the flag they carry, showing how much of humanity is left in them. I wonder....Do they feel as if they made a mistake?” Candyman kept on thinking and walking, nothing is heard as he walks but the crunch of the ruins, and his heartbeat, so much history and memory as he walks but as he walks the remains grow weaker in proportion and more destruction rues the city’s remnants shrouding the nexus...and then, nothing… He stops walking only to see that the ruins end there, no more combine technology, no more walls, no more memories. It ends in sorrow…He turns back around, looking at the torn and blown down train station, as he walks towards it the ruined apartment slowly falls behind him, blocking his path through the plaza.
 As he gazes towards it he notices that the monument that used to stand so tall is now destroyed, lying on top of the ruined UCH with small bits and pieces. He can’t help but walk towards it, and as he does this he find himself walking in the shifted halls of what used to be where people lived. He continues to walk as the already destroyed pieces behind him become even more ruined. “Such a depressing way to end things; how much pain and misery does it cost for someone to persevere, and walk their road just as I am walking mine now.” He says in a very gloomy way, as he walks out the walls, the ash begins to thin, the dark grey sky begins to brighten, and the ground eventually becomes green. He sighs looking back, only to see the city fade away as his vision blurs.

Candyman wakes up in the deep forests, disorientated and fatigued. He slowly stands up, observing the area around him. He sighs, blaming this on his schizophrenia, not being able to remember anything he resorts to his journal, as he opens his backpack he realizes his journal is gone. A minute passes which seems like an eternity to Candyman goes on, as he stares into the backpack in fear. He slowly closes the backpack, giving a heavy sigh before standing up, throwing the backpack on as he does so. He quickly looks around himself only to be surrounded by tall trees, he sighs walking into the direction of the tallest object he can see.
After about half an hour of mindlessly walking, he reaches his destination and begins to climb the tall tree ahead of him, as he does so he looks around seeing off into the distance the dark-grey sky of C45, he sighs now knowing where he is. He climbs back down and continues his path. As he does so, he hears a fierce growl, as he tensely locks up for a moment; he quickly resorts to taking out his kukri into his right hand, and a throwing knife in the other. The growls grow in number as a grey wolf hops out of the bushes near him, candyman flinches, closing his eyes only to blindly swing his kukri into the direction of the oncoming wolf. As he opens his eyes he finds the wolf lying on the ground, its neck is entirely cut open. He sighs quickly, looking around in a panic as another wolf comes from behind, biting his hind leg he drops to the floor, throwing his knife at the running wolf, as it contacts its upper legs’ it falls down, wincing and whining candyman quickly crawls to it with his other leg slamming his kukri into its neck, falling on his back and sighing heavily, the feeling of victory and safety calming his nerves.
He quickly takes his backpack, resting it on his chest, going through its contents. He takes out the last bits of his medical supplies, taking out his last pack of bandages, a towel, and bio-gel. He sighs, before he operates quickly on his leg, birds flying away from his loud scream as the bio-gel burns into his wound. About three weeks later, after almost being near death from his encounter, he stumbles across a very distinct black cloud in dawn’s sky. He gets up, kicking dirt on his fire as he follows it, seeing a smokestack revealed, he stops in his tracks finding himself of a cliff, to see an industrial city, its air polluted and the environment around him deteriorated. As he sighs, walking to the city, tired, exhausted, and finally finding the beginning of his path, a place where everything once started, and maybe his redemption he long fully wants.


-Along his long journey all the supplies he had, medical bandages, paper, and pretty much everything but a small journal in his backpack put to use, as he eventually lost his backpack in the destruction of C45. Having to leave behind a personal item of significance, the only thing on him are the clothes he holds on his back, and his weapons, slightly out of condition.


Time when it happened(if misclick):

Changes- Removed the date, I thought it was the time Candyman left outlands, sorry.
Changes-Just realized that I had it as "Qman's Outlands appeal
Changes-Added more detail to the backstory

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General Discussion / R.I.P Princess
« on: February 16, 2013, 11:16:01 AM »
R.I.P Princess

Princess was a blind, female, Boston Terrior. She was as old as me, she grew up with me. I got her as a birthday present on my first birthday. I remember vividly me and her playing a lot through childhood, running around, having small adventures. She had saved my life more than three times. Once when I was little and nearly drowned in the pool, which I re-payed her when she fell in the pool one day and couldn't get out. I held her after I gave her a shower to warm her and fell asleep with her. I love her, she always would wait for me at the door when I left to school, or to get something etc.
She died peacefully in her sleep today before the sun came up on Saturday, Febuary 16, 2013 at suspected 7-8AM

She never liked the morning times either. When she was taken, I thought she was lost because my father was the one who knew this and took her to the vet but didn't tell me. I wandered around aimlessly around my house, then outside in my yard, and then the block, and further out. I didn't even wear shoes, I was so scared. There is so much stuff in my house that reminds me of her, I mean her old collar that doesn't fit her anymore is on my desk right now. When my dad talked to me, I balled up and cried for an hour. Then I cleaned up her part of the room.
To the dog who saved my life countless times when I was little and kept me company when I was growing up.

R.I.P Princess  November 5'th 1998-February 16, 2013

Out of Character for OOC:
This is really written on the forums to help my feelings, as I'm really wrecked at the momment, so sorry if this upsets you.

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General Discussion / Elder Scrolls Online
« on: February 12, 2013, 06:10:32 AM »
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLp0ykvotEI" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLp0ykvotEI</a>

So uh, who else isn't going to have any social life after this? Well, I don't even have none to start with.  8)

I for one love the elder scrolls series, as well as the fallout series but that's not what I wanted to pointlessly talk about.
I've watched arena be played which is kinda' cool if you know how rare that one is, but I really want that combat. Guild Wars II combat is great, clicking the mouse to attack and not clicking buttons on a hot-bar seems a lot better, but what do y'all think about all of it? Like that huge MEGA SERVER and such.

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Media / Catalyst Gaming Song
« on: February 07, 2013, 02:45:56 AM »

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"Ask Me Anything" / Ask Mr.Qman Anything.
« on: February 07, 2013, 02:18:11 AM »
Okay, let's make this a bit more challenging. You must ask me questions via. Gif's or images. Kaygo

Oh and if you can't find anything, you can just ask the question.


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IC Chat / <:: - 777 Personal Log - ::>
« on: February 02, 2013, 09:14:09 PM »
UNIT:777
SECTION:3
CLEARANCE:OfC

Enter Password: ************
ACCESS GRANTED

Connecting to Network
Connecting...
Connecting...
Connecting...
CONNECTION ESTABLISHED


New Log Opened:

<::|| Alright, it's time I start using an old type of theropy of sorts to help myself. I'll start off by assessing my feelings. I'm frusterated, misunderstood, timid, and almost saddened by things. The main problem is with SCYTHE really, I have no units and I have so much planned. It shouldn't get to me but it does, I guess i'm impatient? The thing I invision in SCYTHE is us sitting in a room, laughing and making snarky jokes at each other, being friends. See the thing I want to do is, I want to keep my personallity, I want to uphold my professionalism but still be me, not a blind union saluting nitwit. I've seen good people dissapear by doing that, don't get me wrong, they do their job correctly and very well but, they just lose so much, it saddens me.
 SCYTHE I have lots in store for, but I hear so much that it'll be pointless because of OTA and such. The first thing I want to do in SCYTHE is when I see my units, I want to tell them that there is no need to be tense, super soldier and professionalism 24/7. I want them to go into battle as a friend, so the last thing I see is a friend, not some person I practically bullied around. Of course I'll be professional when I need to be, but I want them to respect me. They can salute my rank, not the person.
The next thing would be fitness tests, I expect them to be fit enough to tackle an elephant. So i'll be really working with tough exersises and diets and such. But like usual, things are boring. But today, I got a wakeup call. Today the me 350, 270, and another unit initiated rations. I was booth two, 350 was booth one.
The booth exploded, someone snuck it a deadly explosive, I was covered and punctured in shrapnel, burned some by the gas from exposure. I hauled 350's torn and obliterated body outside the RTD. Giving him some respect as he died, doing his like directive. it may seem cheesy I guess, but god fucking dammit why do we treat them like trash after death? I could've stopped it, I could've saved him. But I didn't because I froze, I choked.
Me, a captain and officer, I froze up and he died, his death is written on my hands. I dragged him out, sobbing under my mask blaming the gas, as I sat down bleeding so much. I was hauled back in, but 270 denounced the dead unit, I tore a piece of his armband to remember the feeling for later on in operations. The feeling of a burden of a death that you can prevent. When I go out there I know people's lives will be on my shoulders, if they die i'll destroy something like I did with the Sosciostability Room.
 I wanted to remember the feeling of a burden of death, so I can remind myself before every battle how people can die doing their jobs to the fullest as much as they can, then be called trash. Like a used up rag, when I first was a recruit i've seen other units do this as well. They choked up on killing someone, we all talk big game i'm sure but are we really that much of a monster to dig needles under fingernails? I was depressed I often went 10-7 hid in the bathroom tubs and wrote away my feelings, crying like the little girl I really am inside. I may look like I can do the best things I can, but i'm so misunderstood, i'm a little girl behind all this armor padding and weaponry. I don't see myself born stone-cold for a long time, because I plan to keep my personality and humanity and not salute the CCA blindly without reflecting on deaths and honor first. I was opperated on by a new friend, so I don't have to just sit in the back of my room and draw things, I have someone to talk to. But 017 one of my best friends, the snarkiness was horrible.
I never wanted to inflict a punch upon a fellow unit that badly ever. Not like i'd do that, but jeez such petty compliments, sometimes I think of her as a narsaciistic manager. She does her job very well, but....I don't know, it's something I would have to reflect on. I don't have friends, a unit doesn't get them often. When they get them, things turn for the worst. Today I saw a unit die, blood spilled along the wall, me, and the floor. I carried him out, and I believe I carried the last bit of respect he was ever shown after that. I must remember the feeling of losing something you can protect, it'll keep people alive.||::>

Saving File As:Log 03 (305)
Saving File...
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Disconnecting
Console Shut Down.
CONNECTION LOST

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General Discussion / Universe project
« on: December 09, 2012, 01:51:27 PM »
http://launch2.universeprojects.com

Just have a look at that, virtual reality. Seems amazing, but this idea would probobly take so many years to create, it would either be abandoned, or need to be added onto.


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Half-Life 2 Roleplay / [OOC] CCA change, cry in here please
« on: November 18, 2012, 11:14:35 PM »
It's okay, just get it out.

Alright let me throw in what I want to say. It’s split down the middle, what it seems to boiled down to is that we get NO say in what’s going on, our opinions do not matter, and I believe no matter what, what they try to achieve will be absolutely fucked up because it's going right back to what it was, maybe different people for HC, but it was good, and getting better, we had projects, good leaders, enough to keep going. CG could've used some tweaks with the CCA but not all this bullshit, it causes drama, hate, and it gives no better opinion to CG for the users. Zealot threw his opinion in, but like every time someone who “has” been there, or is never even around in the first place, takes judgment and brushes everything off. What I think is going through everyone’s head is that some people need to get off high horses, and look through our eyes. It’s not about rank; it’s about everything we had to do to get to it. I really never met someone who is a rank, JUST for this or that. If you are doing it, it’s your character development correct? Why are we changing what they wanted, maybe they wanted to climb this metaphorical mountain of promotions quickly, maybe they feared it would be gone, and out of their grasp.
But for people who wish they had seen the sights, always can ask their leader to be demoted to a certain rank for a reason. This seems unnecessary, all you need to do is be active more often, and watch people and pull them out slap them on the hand, or punish severely, then you’re done. Not carry burdens on everyone else who has worked hard, and I’m pretty sure that’s what they all meant. You may have done this before, but that was then, when things were different. Now there are sub-divisions with high purpose, and there are projects that we need to sit and wait to slowly cliiiimb back up to do. Also, why would you say something like “Oh you need to take in the experience as an 03” or something if now only some of us have more motivation to get to the point so we can head back up.
Why can’t we just leave off where we started? Why don’t you care that people would leave for this, if users of CG are what makes it up, a passion of the people stripped away and postponed for another time it would make everyone angry, it’s like taking away a kid’s favorite cartoon, they want it sooo bad but they know they can’t do anything about it. Obviously this thread, and this entire argument we are all having here wouldn’t exist if you didn’t suffocate us with a dame pillow, and forcing our hands down. You may want it, but what about us? You can really enforce some stuff, serious business if you really want bad units gone. Are you absolutely sure there is no other way for restructuring and training, how about change up each division’s training manifest? They don’t have a manifest? Make them make one! Don’t resort to what people hate, resort to something they can accept. Some people already tossed their hats in when they saw this, you know why? Because they KNOW you won’t change your mind. That shouldn't happen! I feel like we as users, and some people who donate for CG deserve a say in things, before you stamp a seal of approval and call it finals. Now don’t get me wrong or anything, it sounds right, but I know it’s wrong because it’s such a setback that seems so un-needed right now. It should be a last resort! Like an autonomous waiver you don’t want to kill everyone because it’ll make them piss angry, and yes people are going to be butt hurt. Let’s say you JUST finished this super big project you’re so proud of, you love it, you’re comfortable in it. BAM in your face gone, have fun re-doing it because other people messed up. I get good RP’ers and good units who know their stuff can be given a hand, but then it’s survival of the fittest, why not helping each other up, quizzes, tests, in a suggestion that I was going to re-vise I was going to suggest that you are 1000% sure you know everything in uniform, you work off your malnourishment and tons of other stuff, but now that can’t be considered because of this crap. But actually for the people who don’t agree with the change, a nice person named orange said “Find good in it.” Then I said to him “It’s a personal preference, maybe I should” So if this really doesn’t stop, take the wise old orange’s wisdom.  Final verdict for my opinions: This is really un-needed, and whether you agree or disagree, you know that some people where happy, some weren’t before this idea came up.

Thats what I wanted to throw in before the thing got locked. Oh well, sniff sniff cry sob sniff more crying sob


Post Auto-Merged: November 18, 2012, 11:21:22 PM
Eventually, this event will be a nice thing of the past.

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Half-Life 2 Roleplay / Relative Characters
« on: October 27, 2012, 08:33:29 PM »
What characters from other games, movies, or even real life if you want, that you think fits your characters. You can even mix the characters if your picky.

Unit 777-<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcvhVWP6D9Y" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcvhVWP6D9Y</a>
Delta squad, really her skill and personality can be around it. When she is hanging out with 017 she acts like Scortch, more casual and silly.
Fixer when she needs to be professional and smart, thinking on how to get around things in a better smarter way
Sev representing her deadly skill from intense training and effort.
Finally Boss, because her tactics, and leadership skills.

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IC Chat / Candyman's black journal
« on: October 18, 2012, 01:43:15 AM »
*Candyman's first page of his journal, with burnt corners, seemingly salvaged journal.*
*The handwriting is sloppy, with errors in grammar*
BoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBoredBored. Seemingly nothing has been done over the couople of months, well nothin i'd like to get myself into that is. I'm a wuss, bored one. All I do is take scrap things and make them into bits of clockwork, then break them. Why am I even writing in this thing, it's not like anyone will read it...

*A drawing of a wall is shown*

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Pg 2
Steven is a brutal monster, who is incompetent of having emotion for others when he goes into a "phase." It seems that the only thing standing in between me and a sharp kukri to the neck is my ability to work with him, I fear to not do as he says. Just his face is something that could make people quiver in fear. Or at least to me, seeing of the murderous acts he has done.

*A drawing of a man in a long black etchy coat, holding a long knife in his right hand, grinning eerily and right eye more closed than the other, seemingly twitching, in a dark and clustered atmoshphere is seen on the page*
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The page flips with a sound of the wind
Page 3

Nothing seems to be right, I am forced into doing acts of murderous things, I feel corruption going up my back, but I'll brush it off.

* The rest of the page is a list of how to make Tang-Knifes, going from step one to whatever step. Listing materials needed, then methods of making the knife.*
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Alright, so I have a plan for a little bunked out area, i'll use some of my skills I learned pre-war to set it all up

*The picture of the page is of a drawing of the warehouse in P-3, with more walls, doors and other things.
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*The wind turns the page once more*
Page 5

I don't even write in you that much, why do I still do it? Maybe it's just a habit, I guess i'll change the not writing so much part. Today I saw a murderous act of Candyman, it was putrid to a new level but I carried through, assisting it feeling a devilish rage overcome me as I did it, I felt sick to my stomach afterwords. I wanted to get away, but I knew it wouldn't work out. I was thinking of maybe laying low, open a shop or something, get my mind off of it...I probably write in you because I need to get away, that seems about right.

The picture on this page is a disgustingly detailed one, it would show a person's face literally torn off, with a distant unsettling figure in the background knawing on it, the back split open in two, blood filling everything on the carcass, and organs violently yanked from the back, tossed into a bucket. The victim's body is destroyed to a new level of butchery, a kukri resting onto the table.
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Maybe I secretly enjoy partaking into the killing and murderous acts, it doesn't matter that much, I have things to do so I will be dormant with this pathetic journal that lies risk with me.

*There is no picture on this page*
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The wind is sounded
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To many, to many devilish deeds, noteriety is sounding, things seem to be closing in, the warehouse is getting attention, i'm taking my plan of laying low, not murdering innocents. Sick bastard...
*The picture would show a shop, not to shabby, two sofas, a table with nice chairs, three beds, a counter, even a basketball hoop made from Arren himself using a pole and a cut up basket.*
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I finished up something to help redeem myself, here I will be able to calm myself and be something I am not, as I write this i'm playing a game with a first customer of mine, she is really sweet, cute as well. Sadly she beats me at my own game, I already lost about 50 tokens, I think she is cheating. I don't mind her company soothes me.

*The picture would show a very nice looking girl with a bright smile, rolling two dice with competitive eyes, tokens by her side, the perspective drawing detailed and nice, showing no more coins on Arren's side of the table. The lighting shaded, the girl's shadow drawing across the table.*
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The wind, sounding cold and hisses loudly as the page eerily turns
Page 9

*Nothing has been written

* The drawing would be of candyman, standing over the girl's body, slaughtered like a sheep and dead animal, the drawing unfinished with details and even lines, making the body incomplete, the page's corner seemingly wet from tears. In the bottom right of the unfinished drawing would be seen. Monster....
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I'm back to work for the devil, a little servant doing what I can to make him so fearsome and putting people on edge, toying with minds like a puppeteer, I enjoy it, my right eye begins to twitch like his, I even giggle time to time. I am going crazy, it's time.

The picture would show a siren blaring in a cartoonish fashion, perhaps to soothe arren's mind. It says in bold comic letters. "We're gunna' get cha'
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It's time I go out to the outskirts, hopefully Steven has taken my warning and done the same, I'm going on my way to the outskirts, to find shelter, hopefully I won't die on the trip. I'll resort to some survival techniques, maybe I might come back with a few items I would enjoy.

*The picture shows a dark tunnel, now with some colors.
                                     
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Here I am, the other side of a tunnel, caves, etc. I am going to go ahead and set up camp now, there is a bit of forest to the left, a church to the right, pre-war and really fucked up. I'll investigate it later on, but first, I gots to get me somethin' to eat.

The picture shows a church to the right and a forest to the left. In the middle is a railway, showing he came out of a tunnel
                 
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The wind again, turns the pages
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I investigated the church like I said I would, I met a girl there, suprisingly. Yet it isn't all good, she was screaming, crying, sobbing. It was really eerie, I went to investigate it because I felt like I have seen worse, I saw her. Chained up inside a cage like some sort of animal, I spoke to her and it startled her so much I don't think she could have spoken correctly. She murmered things and in a giffy I cut off the chain, I can't get the collar off though, maybe some other time I will find something. Her name is Dove by the way.

A drawing of a broken chain would be seen, with Steven's kukri in Arren's cut and cold hand.
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*Arren's handwriting is a lot more nice and eligible for reading. His grammar the same*
I took her back to my camp, got her some food and guided her to somewhere she can bathe, I left to give her privacy of course, I had to get the fire back up again. As I was walking back I heard he laugh and smile, she felt free I suppose, it made me happy to just be there for her. I don't even know why, I don't know her name yet. Maybe i've been way to lonely, I guess I am grateful for company. I should not let that be forgotten.

* There is a drawing of his camp, it is well set up and looks as if he has done this many times before. *
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It was about this time I have realized my feelings for Dove, that is her name. I felt sentimental and protective over her, I didn't want a thing to happen to her. She was up for slavery, I found the slaver going back to church, I slaughtered him like the pig he was. It made me feel reassured, I mended Dove's basic wounds, then let her sleep. Tomorrow we make back for the city, it's been long enough.

*There is a drawing showing a murder, ten times worse than the ones Steven has done, his limbs missing and in other places, pure rage was ensued. If people squirmish saw this, the detail would make them puke.*
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Out of Character for OOC:
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kZASM8OX7s" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kZASM8OX7s</a>

So, with my new companion, we set back out into another pit of hell. Humanity was better off left in the war, fighting showing that at least we can do something. This time should arise later in the years once we have a prime leader or force on our behalf. Well, whether it does or it doesn't, I will never forget the deeds I have done, nor will I forget the people I have met. Lives I ruined and lives I saved, my melancholy road is my road only, I don't want to hold burdens on people who suffer so much. I plan to go back and make something better of myself, I now realize that I have things in me, no man would ever want lurking inside of them. My emotional trail dries somewhat up now, I seek redemption, hopefully these words will be read once more with my eyes, reminding me that I am not a monster. I am Arren, a person who wants hope to be lifted. A fire to light that others may flock to, this is a goal that I wish to set upon myself. A quarter of my road seems to be traversed, the haze lifting some. I cherish my moments with Dove, carrying old world history with me in my head. Thinking of times like mine, what did they do?
They made hope for themselves, a place to re-cooperate themselves in. During the Civil War a time of great great suffering between two types of people happened. States rights, slavery, everything moved to chaos, but they fought for what they thought was correct. So much death and blood was issued they made hope for themselves that their husbands and sons would come back. Christmas, a time in Humanity that gives people cheer and lifts demons off shoulders, maybe even Steven can feel that he is so lost, all he needs is a lift up. It's time I write in you, old book, old friend, my sanity and insanity. You are a Christmas of sorts. I will never lose you until the time comes when you burden me, but even then I won't stop writing. It's not the paper, it's what is on the paper that counts. So the time will come when I will go insane, so I cherish this moment of sanity, with Dove someone I care for, hopefully not forgetting that this person who is writing now is me. The day is closing, I must take care of Dove.
I wish my sanity farewell if in case it collapses on it's self.
An image is drawn. It's a dove, reffering to his new companion and to hope.
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Out of Character for OOC:
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gX1EP6mG-E" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gX1EP6mG-E</a>

On our way back to the city, we talk and talk it seems like the time passes so easily. We took stops, after a couple of them we got lost, I found our way back. God it was so happy, I never..Talked to someone like that. I'm grateful she is around with me, as she is grateful to be free. Right now we are about two miles away from the City I believe, this'll be my last writing until I get back to the city, so if you excuse me journal. I have some caring to do with Dove.

 
*A picture of a camp to the side of a tunnel is seen.*
                 Anyone who has seen Candyman's Journal can know this ICly, but not anything else added beyond this point
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*The page flips with the wind, as it now seems to be in third person*

As I came back from the city, I went into my old store that I made, just for my own little sanctuary. It was torn up, with a bloodied note sticking out of one of my drawers. It stated "If you got this, I died during the OTA raid. Congratulations, Candyman. At that time, I dropped the note and destroyed my shop in front of my new companion. Steven Rhodes died, or so I thought. I took up the title of Candyman, I did his bidding to terrorize the city, if I didn't I had this eerie compelling feeling that I was going to die. Steven never died, he haunts me to this day.

*An image of his shop being torn apart is seen*
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* No words are seen in this page*

*A poorly sketched image of Arren sitting in the corner of a dark room talking to his kukri is seen, it is signed by Dove.

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I died today, but I came back. Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die, Candyman can't die, Candyman Can't die, Candyman Can't Die.
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I need to start doing things now, I can't just sit around. Who can kill someone and get away with it? The candyman can, obviously, but I need to actually do it first. Mhm yes, the candyman canthe candyman canthe candyman canthe candyman canthe candyman canthe candyman can*The drawing trails off the page*
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* A morbid scene is shown of murder victims with the word dove in red around the bodies*
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You're my only friend, but you aren't alive. Mmhm, I'm alone, yes alone. AlOnE that's all I need, is mySelf I'm alooen That's all I am, alone, no one, aloone, alonealonealone. Alone. Alone.A ALoonee
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I'm going, INSANE. But the Candyman can't die, of course he can't, I'm invicible. I can endure it all, heh,> yes I am all I need, I don't need anyone to help me, I'm fucking CRAZY but that doesn't matter, I'll endure it all. I'll fucking tackle a RHINO|!
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Spoiler for Hiden:
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx2E4Erd1gg" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx2E4Erd1gg</a>
I'm going, he's. I,  he. I , I'm leaving. I'm hiding, hidning from him. He's taking my soul, I need, I need solitude, I need to stay away from people. I'm not a monster, not a monster at all. I'll fight, fight, i'm not leaving my soul to him. Heh, but he can't die. But, no. I-*The words continue to shift from me, to him.
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*Wind blowing, the pages flip*

*In cursive and better hand writing*
It has been a long time since I've seen you friend, I do not wish to tread upon my last things I have wrote, but I will tell you where I have been, and what I've done. I've helped people, talked about humanity's future, so. Dear diary, I've helped many people over the past couple of months, or years. I do not know, It's been so long I hardly remember. But, I've kept myself away from the burdening shell of Steven, he pries at my throat with the kukri  I hold in my hand. I've tried so much to keep myself together, helping, making little trinkets. My sanity has been well, but I suffer from illusions. Steven watches me, he probably is looking at me now, but I brush it off. For I know I am now stronger, I was always strong. But I do rely on therapy, I like to draw, help people, do things to occupy myself. I realize if I, stand still for to long. I start going crazy, but I know I can endure anything now. It may seem a bit far fetched, but it's been a long time. I've met lots of people, I've talked my heart out. I see good in people now, and I see good in me.
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Dear diary
                   I have been drawing lately, but that isn't exactly what I wished to talk about. I met a girl, named Joanna, she is a very sweet girl who looks to only help people, as I do as well. I plan to leave to the outlands with her soon, she keeps me comforted, I do enjoy her so much.
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Dear Diary
             I have been thinking, and I set a new goal for myself. I am a man, lost in a hazy path. I must walk this lonesome path until I find some light to guide me, that light will be my sanity and so shall you, you'll be with me all the way.
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Joanna Sinbow, she is such a pretty girl. Well at least in my eyes, she is such a kind girl as well. I wish I knew her more, she wants to help people, is very intelligent, and. Well I can go on, I sense friendship in her, and maybe even potential, love? Either way, I do wish to stay with her for as long as possible.

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Accepted Authorizations / Arren "Candyman" Kain's application
« on: October 17, 2012, 11:12:38 PM »
Player Section

Steam Name: CG-Qman
Age: 14
How long have you been Roleplaying? (can be any game): 1-2 years
How long have you been playing Serious GMod RP?: About 4-5 months

Character Section

Authorization(s):
Faster movement
A better build
Black shroud like clothing
4 modified tang knifes that are modified to be throwing knifes
Above average intelligence (When sane)


Name: Arren "Candyman" Kain
Age: 33
Gender: Male
Affiliation: Resistance

Write a detailed in-canon back-story how your character obtained these authorizations.
Arren Kain’s Authorizations
INTRO
Arren Kain, abandoning his group, and starting brand new, joining a different organization, finally found some peace. He started thinking more clearly, and coming in tone with his darker self. Before he left outlands he left caches of supplies around the P-3 area of City 45. Tools, scrap metal from scanners, wood, etc. Arren Kain coming back from the outlands know knew how much more important it can be to supply yourself, and keep hidden.

MOVEMENT AUTHS
Arren Kain already knew about how to sneak around, but he was slow, a little too slow. He decided to try to pick up different ways to maneuver around the city, to get away from different things. He started looking around, thinking the city of a course to run, he jumped, grappled onto things, fell, and hurt himself. He learned to become more flexible and made it easier for him to move around. Arren Kain took a deep breath and jumped, grabbing the edges of the broken wooden pole with his dark gloves, as it made a loud thud sound, he looked down, picking himself up feeling the stress of keeping his body up, resting his feel on the pole, and then leaping down, turning his body landing on the red crate with a metal thud. He patted off his hands as he leaped down the crate, landing on his feet. Instead of using the ladder in the canals, Arren Kain decided to climb up a different path. Arren Kain took another deep breath,  getting a running start, running up along the slanted wall, and leaping, but to early, hitting his head hard on the metal crate, falling into a ball on the floor rolling around in pain. After a good 10 minutes of resting, and cleaning the gash he made on his forehead, he tried again. He ran up along the slanted wall, and grappled the slippery curved area of the crate, and the indented part of it. He then pulled himself up, and looked down, and looked up to the light that was just a about two feet above him, he ran along the wall attempting to jump off it grabbing the thin part of the light, but he missed, and fell back down on his back onto the crate, he did this two more times until her got a good grip on in, then shimmied his way to the flat part of it, pulling himself up, and thrusting his body to the edge of the surface area, pulling himself up breathing heavily and happily as he made his way up. He put his feet over the railing, and began to run around P-3, leaping over things, and taking different routes, as he did this he did slip and fall sometimes, making him sprain his wrist, and have lacerations. But he does have a good enough feeling he knows how to get past things more easily.

BETTER BUILD AUTHS
During his time in the outlands, he scavenged around for food, throwing rocks at passing birds, and fishing, and eating berries and nuts. Through all the nutrition and protein of this act, he would be able to have a slightly more muscular build than the average malnourished citizen, as he has eaten, gotten protein, and exercise from travelling. He now eats contraband items he can trade with, making sure he stays in a good enough shape, but not to extreme where it is noticeable.

Dark shroud like clothing authorizations
Arren Kain having some survival skills, did hunt some of the wildlife, and scavenged for supplies in the outlands, while he was there, he killed a citizen who was panicking, he took his clothes, and jeans, using collected other clothes from other dead citizens, and some hide from dead animals such as already killed dogs, and head crabs, made sure he collected the supplies cutting them up, and using the line he used for his fishing rods, and a needle he found in the medical area of the inn of outlands, carefully sewed up a small uniform, it is patched together, and can easily rip, and fall apart if not maintained with different more suitable leather from maybe shoes, or belts. It can fall apart. While candyman got to the city again, he used his cache of clothing to make sure the parts of it like the shoulder part, and the parts that hold it together stayed somewhat on, and then used a spray can to paint it black, so it is easier for him to blend in to the dark areas of the street.
The armor is regular clothing underneath, but then a small cowl/hood to shield his face from anyone, and leather parts of his shoulder, and knee areas to help keep together and defend, he isn’t perfect at putting together clothes so it can rip easily, but it does keep him somewhat hidden, and protected. It is also lighter than most clothing.

Four Modified Tang Knifes
Candyman has always had the skill to make tang knifes, and basic knifes to use in a hairy situation, but they never last long, the Tang Knife condition he usually makes is quick, and breaks in a phew stabs and slashes. Candyman has decided to use scavenged metal from destroyed scanners for his metal, instead of crappy broken off metal sheets. This has taken him weeks to do, and he has only made 4 so far,  he used hammers to beat out the pieces of metal from scanners to balance it, so when he throws it, it won’t go flying straight down, or jaggedly. He has used the tools he scavenged in his early days to help shape it, and his kukri to help sharpen it. The tang knife’s handles aren’t made with wood, and instead, made with the leather part of boots, taking the idea of the leather part of his makeshift armor, so it’ll hold a little more easily, and not fly off the handle. Using some help from a friend named Rex, he scavenged some more tools, and began tweaking it more, making sure the metal part, and the hilt of it holds together. The only problem is the leather from the shoes is not reliable to hold it forever, so the metal can come off, and having Candyman makes another, if he doesn’t lose the small knife. They are also moderately small, so if thrown in darkness, he can lose them.
Mental disabilities:
Arren “Candyman” Kain has been going through tough times in his life, and has been falling into darkness, becoming slightly mentally unstable to be around, he snaps easier, and sometimes his ideas are clouded by revenge, or past nightmares. Candyman suffers from Anxiety, and it has only gotten worse, if Candyman doesn’t look for professional medical help, he can go mentally unstable, and start do destroy things, and leave a social life, concealing himself away from crowds.


What will these authorizations give your character in regards to perks or defects?
Perks
These authorizations will give me these following perks
A darker clothing to help hide
Four throwing knifes
A more muscular build
Muscular build doesn't stand out to much
Movement auths to move around the city faster
The dark clothing has undergarments of a normal citizen uniform, so he can easily change
Movement skills allow Candyman to get away from fights, or bad scenes faster
The black armor will let Candyman be easier hidden from peoples view, and if he is seen, his face is harder to see.

Defects
These authorizations will give me these following defects
The dark clothing wasn't made by a professional, and can easily rip
The dark clothing does stand out
Candyman must find a place to hide his clothing if he changes out of it
the throwing knife's hilts can fall apart, making the metal part fall off
The throwing knifes are easy to lose
The throwing knifes are going to become dull if not maintained with another sharp item
The muscular build can be examined, and showing obvious exercise and consumption of contraband, leading to a punishment in the CCA
Candyman is not perfect with his movement/parkour skills, and will require him some more training before doing something very rash and dangerous
Movement skills are only really familiar throughout the P-3 area of the city
Candyman's mental state is getting worse, and if not treated, he can become unstable

What do you plan to do with these perks/defects?
I plan to use these perks to help my character's development move on, and giving him a different look and personality, Candyman has been feeling weakness, and feels as if he was needing new items and perks to move on. He will use these auths in self defence, to get away from things, and his knifes are used to help him fight from more of a distance, than risking his life from up-close.
Candyman's Mental issue gets worse and worse, he also in the IC chat now has a journal, and updates it every now and then. Even if Candyman is dangerous, he still has sane moments, and is still a smart person.

Will anyone else need these auths? (If so, list OOC and IC name(s))
No one but Arren "Candyman" Kain will need these auths.

Which server does this apply for?
Both

Extra Notes (optional):
http://www.catalyst-gaming.net/index.php?topic=16728.msg120388#msg120388 That is a link to Arren Kain's current authorizations. Thank you for reading.

Post Auto-Merged: October 17, 2012, 11:17:26 PM
Made an edit for grammar and such.

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Accepted Outlands Appeals / Arren "Candyman" Kain
« on: October 08, 2012, 09:47:29 PM »
Steam Name:CG-Qman
Steam ID:STEAM_0:0:15341901
Character Name:Arren "Candyman" Kain
Reason for the switch:Candyman wanted to leave to outlands to think, and plan, and also try to get some optional backup before coming back, and finding a purpose.
If required, write a detailed backstory on how your character left the outlands:Candyman stretched as early morning hit, as he was waiting for more daylight to start his journy back through the forest, and sewers leading back to City-45. He grabbed his Kukri and conceled it in his sleeve, he grabed his backpack as it jangled of metal, and creations, and stuffed future blue-prints for other ideas. He had entered outlands with a female named "Dove" and decided to leave her a note for when she was ready to leave. From when he was travaling to outlands, he made himself a mental map, and re-traced his steps through the sewers, eventually coming across a body with minimal food, and water, supplies to help him move on. He took the supplies adding it to his, making sure to drink regulalry, and stop making a fire when the nights hit. Using his survival skills, he fashened a Fishing-pole, and left down to a stream, near a broken down shack that was destroyed. It was pre-war, scorched, and had the support beams crushed in half. He used some of the metal sheet and two broken off suport beams to make a little shelter to help him sleep. When he awoke, he found his fishing pole broken from using fragile wood, and packed up, moving out. He continued to do this for a couple weeks, slowly making his way back to the city. He had slight laserations from tripping, or branches from trees scratching his arms, and was muddy, and pretty gross. So when he got back to the city he made sure to go down to the area he had a small secret area of clothes, and different names he got from others citizen's he either killed or stalked in case he needed to lay low. Whilst he was in the sewer area of the city, he arrived to the grates of the slums. Where he saw a Vortigaunt take a couple refugees to the outlands. By the time he arrived, he found himself slightly ill of a fever, and his kukri getting in slowly getting worse condition.

Notes:Candyman does have auths for survival skills and most likely knew how to fashion a small spear, or a crappy fishing rod to use for a while, and even some traps to trap animals and small creatures to eat. He also has construction auths, enough to make small rooms, and with time he could even make a house, but with limited supplies that would never happen.|Candyman caught a small fever from working hard to get back to City-45.|

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Half-Life 2 Roleplay / You're character's quotes
« on: October 03, 2012, 09:11:24 PM »
You can steal quotes if you want, only if it reminds you of you're character.


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