Toxic, I loved Vincent as a character myself, and I realize it doesn't reflect through my actions on Beans. I didn't read the entire thread but I will eventually. I wasn't that happy when Beans died, but it's nothing to stress over. Just give it time, try out new games, develop new characters, just generally enjoy yourself and you'll get over it.
I hate to say it, but a group of about 5 players are throwing outlands down the shitter and nobody I've talked to likes it except these players themselves, just know that you're not alone in losing a character.
On a lighter note, you're easily one of the best roleplayers I've seen in my time in Catalyst Gaming, and I loved our interactions whilst I was on Beans. Whether or not you did as well is unknown to me.