I'm ready for it. I just hope my netbook can run the map/game mode.

If I could make real friends, do you think I'd hang around on the internet all the time?

Yes this is true. I am couch surfing at my friend's place. I am on antidepressants, anti-anxiety meds, I have to get a psychiatrist who can do continuing care.

I am suicidal again. For real. Luckily I don't have energy to do anything at all. Not even eat, most of the time.
I don't want to be admitted to the kingston psychiatric hospital again. That place scares the hell out of me.

I am piss broke and jobless. I am going to be 25 this year... I really shouldn't be hanging around with a bunch of kids online... last thing I need is chris hansen to show up

I have a few friends who contacted me on steam so I don't really need to bother people on here anymore.

Might as well delete this. It's more trouble than it's worth. I should have known better to post something like this in a community consisting of kids a little over half my age.

Most of my family hates me. My doctors can only do so much and they can't be around 24/7. I asked for some people to talk to.

I have nowhere else to turn. I already got a few people talking to me on steam so I don't need to go on about it on here anymore.

don't want to read them? don't click the thread. problem solved.

Whatever. I needed to get that off my chest. Some people have shown they actually give a flying fuck while others have proven themselves to be total assfags.

At least I have a general idea of who my friends on here are.