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General Discussion / Wish's emo rant thread
« on: July 15, 2011, 08:12:45 AM »
My fucking life is shot to hell. I lost my job, I lost my apartment, I'm sick, depressed as fuck and I want to die.
I am a failure as a human being. I'm way past the age where I should be able to take care of myself without having to leech money off the government and my friends.
All I have talent for is hanging around with kids almost half my age online, since I am too much of a social outcast to have any real friends.
I've been in a constant battle with depression for most of my life, with a few half-assed suicide attempts under my belt that I didn't have the guts to go through with.
The doctors I see keep shoving different pills in my face, but they just don't work.
I'm having a really hard time keeping up the will to keep going.
In short, I need support from whoever I can get it from.
I'm just so worn out. I feel emotionally dead.
At least the panic attacks are under control, but I can't recall the last time I felt genuinely happy.
If anyone here wants to try to help me feel better, it would be appreciated.
I am a failure as a human being. I'm way past the age where I should be able to take care of myself without having to leech money off the government and my friends.
All I have talent for is hanging around with kids almost half my age online, since I am too much of a social outcast to have any real friends.
I've been in a constant battle with depression for most of my life, with a few half-assed suicide attempts under my belt that I didn't have the guts to go through with.
The doctors I see keep shoving different pills in my face, but they just don't work.
I'm having a really hard time keeping up the will to keep going.
In short, I need support from whoever I can get it from.
I'm just so worn out. I feel emotionally dead.
At least the panic attacks are under control, but I can't recall the last time I felt genuinely happy.
If anyone here wants to try to help me feel better, it would be appreciated.