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« on: August 24, 2011, 05:14:28 PM »
UNIT: 376
DIVISION: APEX
CLEARANCE: 02 Enter Password: ************ ACCESS GRANTED Connecting to Network
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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED New File Started: Private Log 0000006 Subject: Private Logs676 got himself killed. He told me to keep it quiet and let him handle it himself. Now he's dead! I knew it was bound to happen. 501 blew his head right off, and he's still out there. I swear, if I EVER see 501 again I'll kill him. I'll make it slow and painful too, so painful he'll beg for death, but I won't oblige him. The worst part, 676 got himself killed, and I had to tell his brother about it. 767 is his brother. Now I have to look out for him, make sure he stays alive, I owe 676 that much. Also, I took 887's new training course. It was probably the hardest course I've ever taken. 887 was very disappointed with my performance, but he wasn't that bad about it. The worst part is that 435 out gunned me, and he's an 04. I need to practice my marksmanship skills if I want to beat the course. Saving File As: Private Log 0000006 Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedDisconnecting CCA.C18.APEX-03.376 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: August 22, 2011, 04:41:20 PM »
UNIT: 376
DIVISION: APEX
CLEARANCE: 02 Enter Password: ************ ACCESS GRANTED Connecting to Network
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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED New File Started: Private Log 0000005 Subject: Private LogsYes! I finally made 02. After all my waiting I finally made it! I'm more important now, I can give orders. I've been pretty good about not ordering too many people around. I hope to be a good leader among my peers. What else? Oh yeah, I almost got in deep trouble. Some citizen falsely accused me of forcing citizens to commit sexual acts. What a load of garbage. At least 887 let me beat the crap out of him with a chair, then a table. Better than he deserves. If it was up to me I'd but a bullet through his head. I love this job too much to let ANYONE take it from me. That citizen got off lucky. Next time... I won't be so nice. On an unrelated topic, it kind of frustrates me that 887 is now the OfC of Helix. I mean, we were 03s together. It was not a month ago that he was an 03. Maybe I should be happy for him, maybe not. It just frustrates me that my career is advancing at a snail's pace, but his is zipping along. Also, the Apex High Command have become a bit inactive. I barely ever see them, they're always in stasis. I think that's why it took so long for me to get 02. There was an incident a few days ago, involving 676, and 501. I guess they fought. Apparently 501 went rouge. I'm a bit concerned for 676. He says he'll handle 501 himself, and asked me to keep it on the down low. 676 was there ever since I joined the CCA. I guess I kinda look up to him. He made it to DvL about a month or two after I joined. He seems kinda cold now, but I still look up to him, just a little. Saving File As: Private Log 0000005 Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedDisconnecting CCA.C18.APEX-03.376 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: August 17, 2011, 10:14:44 PM »
Also the Combine fished out the oceans completely and dry pressed them into rations.
Not sure about this one.
Rations consist of supplements. I don't think there is fish in them, and any minerals that can be aquired from fish could most likely be synthesized with combine technology.
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« on: August 16, 2011, 07:32:25 PM »
// Just wait intill you get combat training.
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« on: August 16, 2011, 06:07:14 PM »
UNIT: 376
DIVISION: APEX
CLEARANCE: 03 Enter Password: ************ ACCESS GRANTED Connecting to Network
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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED New File Started: Private Log 0000004 Subject: Private LogsAll quiet on the home front. 155 is the acting DvL. I haven't decided how I feel about it. I mean 155 is a woman, and you don't see that many high ranking females in the CCA. She seems agreeable to me. I hope I'm right. She took my extra knives, apparently I wasn't allowed to have them. I honestly didn't know, I thought if Grid gave it to you it was allowed, I guess not. She was nice about it though, I wasn't really in trouble. Also, I've been thinking about putting in a transfer request to Helix. They do a bit of everything which seems like everything I want. I have good ideas for Grid, and I know a thing or two about medical stuff. We'll see, it's either join Helix, or put in a transfer to Grid... Or I could stay in Apex, but Apex is kinda of boring. I think I might start cataloging my ideas in my personal logs, then maybe present them to Grid and see if they can make them. Although, I'd love to build them myself. We'll see how things go, that's all for now I guess. Saving File As: Private Log 0000004 Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedDisconnecting CCA.C18.APEX-03.376 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: August 09, 2011, 02:56:42 AM »
// I'll make you a knife you cant refuse
What kind of knife?
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« on: August 08, 2011, 02:39:01 PM »
040- killing dads and breaking hearts since 2015.
Yeah, 376 is gonna be pretty intimidated around 040 now, even though it was a dream, it still scared the fuck out of her.
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« on: August 07, 2011, 10:57:59 PM »
UNIT: 376
DIVISION: APEX
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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED New File Started: Private Log 0000003 Subject: Private LogsAnother boring day. No High Command active to promote me to 02. It's been a while now, and I'm trying to be patient but it's just so hard. The longer I wait, the more angry I get. That's a blessing in a way, at least I can feel anger. Things in the old brain are still doing fine, emotions, memories, determination, it's all there. Oh, wait, I almost forgot. I decided to let a recruit beat an anti-citizen, I figure he had to get used to that sort of thing. It got to the point where I told him to stop, and he just had to have one last whack. Guess what? He killed him, beat him to death. I swear, recruits are getting more sadistic all the time. Last time I ever let one do a level 2 verdict. It's more about control than anything, you always need to maintain self control. Also, I had a dream, which is strange, because I almost never have them. This one was... Dark, to say the least. It started with a memory, of me and my dad playing catch. We were tossing a baseball back and forth. All of a sudden I had a gun in my hand, and 040 was standing next to me, telling me to shoot my father, or face amputation. So I did, I shot him right in the chest. He was lying on the round, bleeding, and he uttered a single word before dying... "Why?" he asked, that was it, just that. I woke up in my pod with tears streaming down my face. I think this job is putting a lot of stress on me, I think I'll be in stasis a while longer, take some pressure off, but then again, I need that promotion. We'll see I guess. Saving File As: Private Log 0000003 Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedDisconnecting CCA.C18.APEX-03.376 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: August 06, 2011, 10:06:41 AM »
UNIT: 376
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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED New File Started: Private Log 0000002 Subject: Private LogsI saw a recruit break down after an amputation today, first person he ever killed. 117 told him to do it, and he did, took him a while but he pulled that trigger. Afterwards he had a little breakdown, his mask hid his face, so I couldn't tell if he was crying. Strange, I was never like that after my first amputation, sure I felt guilt, remorse, but those were just passing feelings, they faded like dust in a breeze. Was I jaded before I even joined the CCA? God I hope not. 117 was there when the recruit broke down, and he just watched, feeling nothing at all, like a robot, a drone. Just that brought my fears back, that soon I'l be like him, that soon I'll lose who I am. But I've seen those people who are 01s, and they still have some emotion, from what I've seen. Maybe I won't lose who I am. I'm... I'm just tired of being afaid. Part of me wants to give in, let who I am wash away, let myself become how they shape me. But that's just a small part. I've been doing exercises durring my off hours, focussing on remembering things, things that I forget off hand, like the street I lived on, the schools I went to, the name of my first dog. The more I practice, the more it comes back to me. I also bring back memories that stirr emotion, like a birthday party, the day my dog died, and other memories that bring back all those emotions. I think it's getting better, I can remember more, feel more, everything its better. It's like all the colors got a little bit more bold. I need to keep it up, soon things will be back to normal. Saving File As: Private Log 0000002 Saving File... Saving File... Saving File... File SavedDisconnecting CCA.C18.APEX-03.376 Console Shut Down. CONNECTION LOST
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« on: August 04, 2011, 09:37:07 PM »
Sarah Jones - ALIVE Waiting for her girlfriend to get back.
// Would that be Rachel Smith by any chance?
//Noep.
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« on: August 04, 2011, 08:58:33 PM »
// Mental Defect. :O Oh gawds! Hide from the CP, yours is actually interesting!
Yep, but the person writing in the diary has no idea he is schizophrenic, so you get to see him have a mental breakdown. What's real? what isn't? how can we know?
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« on: August 04, 2011, 08:21:21 PM »
// I know Elizabeth. 376 was sexually harass- searching her, and convinced 676 that she was a junkie to save her own ass. Elizabeth got sewage poured down her throat. Good times...
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« on: August 04, 2011, 05:07:02 PM »
Dear diary,
The city is great, Fred said it would suck but I never believed him, he likes to lie. Sally wanted me to stay with her, but the old city was too... Everything. Luckily Fred came with me, but he was never much of a companion. I saw a cat today, I have no idea how it got in the city, but there it was. I pointed it out to people but they must have been blind because they didn't see it. What else? I know there was something else... Oh yeah. I met a girl, her name is Lucy, and she is beautiful. I met her at the ration place. We talked after, and we had a lot in common, we're hanging out tomorrow. I hope things go well, it's been a while since I've had a friend, and yes, Fred doesn't count.
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« on: August 03, 2011, 12:31:23 AM »
Lol, I made you those knives! 
Technically you only made me the tanto, the balisong was in stock.
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« on: August 03, 2011, 12:30:08 AM »
You'd think of all people, a NOVA 01 that 
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