Lonely is not the same as alone.Solitude is luxury, if it's voluntary.
Ive been starting to get slightly suicidal again recently…. i dont have the will to do much of anything anymore and ive lost almost all hope of my life…. things just seem to go from bad to worse to catastrophic…. i never have anything good happen…. im always lonely and sad…. im neer able to think…. i havnt been able to sleep at all for more than a week and a half now…. my dad wont understand me or what im going through no matter how much i tell him… i hate myself in basically every way….. i have a really bad social paranoia….. my mind tends to loop bad thoughts sending me into a spiral into more sadness and depression and hopelessness….. i dont know what do do anymore…..